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they let me back home from ip for one night for a holiday and i’m so fucking depressed i don’t wanna go back

ate so much i wanna die

first day of ip and i want to kms

@Katstarve tyyy

@13emldr Good luck

last bc before ip lol

going ip tomorrow ❤️ i’m optimistic i want to want to recover and i think they will help me

@v33c4ls when i got with my bf i had the best months of kinda recovering, when we broke up i really let myself go and relapsed and felt so much worse

having an ed when ur single vs having it with a parter are two different experiences

@SsayedaANnetteE 67 minutes

@13emldr How long did the abortion take?

before and after abortion 👎🏻👎🏻

at least wasn’t while i was purging 😭😭

there was a siren mid binge i’m fucking killing myself

@sk1nnyonly תודהההה

i spontaneously did a flat piercing in a market 🫣🫣 and also bought a ring !!

@marzistarrr honestly like a 4

@13emldr so cute!! how much was the pain out of 10?

ootd 🫧

having the worst days ever :(( probably going ip on monday

@yvesentuals how is it possible tho brush

Turns out you're meant to look straight ahead and not just down when you're weighing yourself ..

again i just slept all day it was nice

took a bunch of pills again i hope i don’t wake up

i’m going ip so soon and i need to talk to him before it, i so want to tell him and tell him how much i miss him i need him to know

miss my ex so bad i went to the pharmacy to take a paper sample of his perfume