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@StaleTea :(

maybe if i had been better, i would have been more loved. a better son. a better friend. loved sooner. loved better.

Break, unbreak. Push and pull. This form of mine is… Fragile. I have been drifting for a while.

// the endless cycle of suffering /lh

@wwhatremains // real!!

@1800ARCHIVIST // look after urself!!!

// hi guys i will get to replies soon i am Very Busy 💔😞

@unyieldingSkies // THANK U ‼️‼️‼️ puts this image in my pocket and runs away

@1800ARCHIVIST // all good chat! Take your time

@atlas_skyfall // TY 💔💔🙏🙏

@1800ARCHIVIST // completely alright !!

@EliasB_1781 // HELPPPP U CAN DO THIS OOMF 💔💔 THAT’S SO REAL BUT ALSO AA

@1800ARCHIVIST // do i have a 4000 word essay due in 5 days? yes. did i have a practice speaking test for a test that i need to get my diploma due two days ago? yes. do i have 2 Fs right now? yes. am i going to do Any of it? no.

@EliasB_1781 // this is sooooo real tbh

@1800ARCHIVIST // i fear i Should be busy but im hashtag procrastinating

the days blur together

@M0therofPuppets @TheEyesLonely @ofpoemsandtea @ofdreadandeyes Does that matter?

@1800ARCHIVIST @TheEyesLonely @ofpoemsandtea @ofdreadandeyes It’s not even the Martin you are talking to.

.... WHICH ONES? THERE ARE A LOT OF MARTINS AND JONS

@M0therofPuppets @StaleTea Maybe not. But that is not yours to decide.

@1800ARCHIVIST @StaleTea Is it truly worse than looking at a distorting mirror of someone you used to know?

woke up in the middle of a panic attack last night, how's everyone else doing?

@TheEyesLonely @M0therofPuppets @ofpoemsandtea @ofdreadandeyes For once, we agree.

@M0therofPuppets @ofpoemsandtea @ofdreadandeyes Such a surprise, I'm sure. Stop bothering Martin.

@M0therofPuppets @StaleTea Your definition of “company” is unfortunate.

@1800ARCHIVIST @StaleTea I’m not taunting. I’m keeping him company.

@M0therofPuppets @StaleTea I don’t understand why you continue to taunt him.

@1800ARCHIVIST @StaleTea Me.

@M0therofPuppets @StaleTea You.

@StaleTea @1800ARCHIVIST Oh, the threads you two are tangling yourselves into …

@StaleTea I understand, I just… Don’t want to cause you any more pain than I already have.

@1800ARCHIVIST it's never overstepping, not with you. I'll put a pot on and you can rest here

@StaleTea Actually… If you wouldn’t mind, I might take you up on that offer. But I don’t want to overstep.

@1800ARCHIVIST i understand. i would offer to have you come over again but i don't want to make it worse by being around someone who acts so much like him

@ofpoemsandtea @ofdreadandeyes // :33

@1800ARCHIVIST @ofdreadandeyes // I will be stalking this thread because i lovee reading things from both u and raine :3

@ofdreadandeyes ; enlightenment. There was no point in trying to hide from Jon. It emerged from the shadows with a hum of tape recorders and static separating reality into pieces. “Jon.” It spoke, voice a quiet boom—overpowering the room with whispers. “We need to talk.”

@StaleTea …I’ve pushed my limits a bit, recently. And I miss him more today than most “days”.

@1800ARCHIVIST ...that doesn't sound genuine