rex 🪷
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I tried to be silent about this because above anything else, I don’t want to hurt the feelings of my biases but I think I need to vent this out. As someone who attends their events,I can easily notice if something is off. I already told myself to keep this but someone triggered me. Let me be clear that this is not an attack on my biases,I totally understand them and I love them. Let me start with the Tokyo Concert, I remained silent about this. I also attended the Osaka show so I’m expecting the same SJ on stage but I was left puzzled when I noticed the sudden change on their dynamics. They can’t even look at it each other, this is not new because it happened so many times before that’s why I completely understand. This lasted until the end of soundcheck. When the show proper started I was still hopeful that things might be different. First half of the show, I noticed something that really broke my heart, while the fans surrounding me can get the interactions they want, I was there completely unseen. Again, this is not something against them. I love them so I just convinced myself that it’s ok so until the very end I tried to interact with them. When I raised a banner saying “STEVEN AND JL, LET’S EAT WAFFLES TOGETHER”, JL finally noticed me, he waved and smiled at me. He even moved his head and act like he was eating. I smiled but my heart was crying inside. I can feel it, they were restricted of doing something. During other members’ ment, my eyes were focused to JL and Steven only, and I knew that tears were about to explode but they were just stopping it. The event ended with me hoping that it might be different in Manila since it’s their home. I attended both Day 1 and Day 2 of their Manila concert with excitement but it left me with more wounds. Concert experience based on what you saw online is TOTALLY DIFFERENT. I will not elaborate the details of the concert because it will be too long. Let me jump with the “STEJAY POSE” , hearing my biases explaining they can’t do it because it wasn’t allowed broke my heart and left me with a question “WHY?”. @fnfent_official is it a crime to do the STEJAY POSE on stage??? Would that ruin the event? Would that harm other members and fans? I completely understand my biases why they’re not doing it but I can’t understand why they’re forbidden to do so. I love JL as him. I love Steven as him. I love STEJAY as them. Let’s not deny that it was their special dynamics that brought us here. Many of us were expecting the same STEJAY chemistry we’ve seen on their previous events. But what did you do @fnfent_official , you are controlling them to the point they can’t be themselves,the duo we knew. We never questioned their love and appreciation for their fans because we knew them by our hearts. It is the company that I am trying to raise my concern. Are you deliberately doing this so their fans lose their interest towards them? Are you doing it for them not to attract new fans? Then you are a STUPID company! What breaks my heart more is that I can’t do anything. I knew by my heart that it’s hard for them too. If I can only go on that stage to hug them and tell them that “IT’S OK”, “WE ARE STILL HERE” , “ WE LOVE YOU”, I will do it. If you thought that by doing such will lessen the support from their fans, then you are wrong! We were born spartans, the more you do this, the more we will fight for them. And if you also think that suppressing their interaction would make us change our faves, again you are wrong! I will spend my energy, my love and all my resources to these two only. Steven and JL. JL and Steven. STEJAY ONLY! If other members can act freely with other members, why can’t they? Let them be. Let them be STEJAY. To JL and Steven,I love you much! Sorry if I have to post this. Please know that none of these words were meant to hurt you.I always say this, I trust you more than anyone else and I love you more than anything else. I will always cheer for you. KUYA AJ ⚓️
