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Louise, RN⚕️

MY MIND IS ALL OVER THE PLACE AND THE WORSE IS IM ALONEEEEEE AHHHHHHHH i need distractions 💔💔💔

💔💔💔 IM TOO SAD AHHHHHHH

no comforting words are received… but yea masasanay ka na lang talaga wahhahahahaha

💔 ig you don’t get it

so should i consult a psychiatrist??? to at least stabilize my mood? 🥲 idk… natatakot ako na mag depend ako masyado sa medications

ayoko naman gumastos ulit kasi hindi ko talaga tanda lahat, i forgot all about it already but the trauma is still there

but if i undergo a psych assessment, i would just space out… kasi i would not be able to answer their questions bahahaha bc i can’t remember

pero di ko pa rin nasulit kasi limot ko lahat ng sanang sasabihin ko lol ililista ko na nga

lahat ng tanong niya, alam kong bpd questions yun… hahshshshshshs i know bpd more than myself 🥹

it’s my brain… it’s not meeeeee 😭

like her questions… LALO na nung tinanong niya ako kung gaano katagal bago naend yung una… 🥲 i’m so fucking guilty but what the fuck, it’s my brain 😔

fuck life

I KNEW ITTTTTTT LIKE ALAM KO NA TALAGA SIYA NOON PAAAA BUT NOWWWW na nakausap ako ng doctor, i feel validated about my feelings. na hindi lang talaga siya sa utak ko, it’s my freaking personality, my foking traumas

yea everytime na may off ako… haha i hate my life

im so impulsive i hate myself

i’m not gonna receive any money this whole april and it sucks 😮‍💨 fuck the system

🥲

pls kasipagan sapian mo ako

wtf,?