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i'm sick of making things worse i'm sick of being hurt i'm sick of crying myself to sleep i’m sick of hating everything i'm sick of faking a smile i'm sick of feeling this way i’m sick of letting people down i'm sick of being me.

For the first time in forever, someone asked how we ended, and for the first time in forever, I could hardly remember.

Seperation and distance from you is killing me everyday more'n'more.

Months ago we stayed up until 2am talking and laughing together but now i don't know how to say you hey!

Again you came in my dream, how the fuck I'm gonna forget you?

Have you ever been in one of those moods where you don't really know whats wrong but you feel really irritated with everyone and everything

The worst feeling is when you find out you didn't mean as much to someone as you thought you did and you look so stupid for caring too much.

i already know i’m not good enough.

it really hurts when someone is not in the mood to talk to you, but when it comes to someone else, they act like the happiest person alive.

i truly feel like everything i say or do is always wrong, like i'm a total disappointment to everyone, and all i ever do is let people down.

it's kinda sad when you realize the person you used to tell everything to, now has no idea of what’s happening with your life.

i always overuse the word "tired" because i can't find a better word to describe how i feel and that is literally the only thing i feel.

it's funny how you think you're doing fine but then one little thing reminds you of the past and it all comes back and slaps you in the face

i hate getting so sad to the point where my body completely shuts down, and all i can do is just lay there and think about all my problems.

it's easier just to say "i’m fine" when somebody asks if you are okay. because sometimes it's not possible to explain why you aren't.

Depression isn't always sadness, it can also be emptiness, anger, tiredness or loneliness. sometimes a cry for help isn't so visible..

Every single time i put myself back together again, i watch myself fall apart once again and every single time is worse than the time before

i'm just so tired of this. my body is tired, my mind is a mess. i just really want to lay in bed and never get up. i'm just so tired of life.

when i cry about one thing i end up crying about everything that's messed up in my life.

"oh ok" actually means my heart just got ripped into a million pieces but i won't tell you because you wouldn’t care how i feel anyway.

Please don't expect me to always be good and kind and loving there are times when i'll be cold and thoughtless and really hard to understand