eilo 𓆩♡𓆪

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So who knows, maybe as some people say you're able to achieve this type of body by starving, but once you start starving you fuck up your relationship with food and your own self image, so even if you reach that body, will you notice it? Will it make you feel good?

You don't even see the difference between your sw and cw, so you decide to lose just a little bit more, then you hit another lw, and there's no difference at all, it doesn't matter how skinny you get it never feels like enough to make you feel good

I can only speak for myself, but I didn't start wanting to look sickly skinny either, I just wanted to look toned at first, maybe lose a little bit of fat here and there, but once you reach your goal by starving you don't feel good, you don't feel more skinny

There's nothing more triggering and awful that when people take candid pics and vids of you when you're completely unaware and then they send it to you and you look disgusting and fat and with a terrible posture, like wtf, is that how people see me? I'm so fat and ugly

Idea Vilariño, y el amor que pudo haber sido y no fue.