Donut Prince

Converting from binge purge to just purge 💔

Sometimes I just need to look in the mirror, realize I’m him, and then go to sprouts and buy a steak

Why do I literally ever b/p when I can just eat like this instead

Just fuck bananas, and fuck yogurt. Was not able to have either of those in my room for over a day. God

Fuck recovery, just really been in one big fucking spiral since the 7 nanner incident. Now school’s back tomorrow, it’s 3 is the morning, and I’m not done purging.

What if I’m just hungry

So what if I don’t have to add all 7 nanners to one day, and picture it more spread out over the next couple of days. So then the 4 eggs I had yesterday were not evil. And then what if I actually ate half of todays breakfast yesterday but it’s not evil. What if I’m not crazy.

I think tomorrow I shall have 1lb ground beef and then nothing else and stop metabmaxxing.

Then he had 4 eggs

If I pull the 7 nanners from yesterday into todays calories, and then had two protein bars for breakfast bc I’m fat and worse ortho, and had no more then 650 calories when eating with my mom, then it’s actually just a metab day and I should not kill myself

And then he ate 7 bananas

Metab day (1 lb 93/7, 0.65lb top round, an ENTIRE chobani 0%) and was maybe about to b/p relapse. Saw irl fatspo and remembered that I’m cured.

Am I ortho final boss yet 🥹🥹🥹

Like this is not a bad day of eating for a regular person, fuck I was just hungry man.

I do not feel bad for thinking of one of my closest friends as fatspo. Thats what happens when you eat like shit homie. I would know.

1550 calories, ~250g protein, 50g fat, 25g carbs. See if I just didn’t have the fucking chobani then it would be a more humble amount of protein but I just had to have the whole thing

What if everyday was just as good and productive as this one.

I told my friend about my habit of ruining my life. Pretty big fucking step. Thank you for being real MK, and I’m ready to be real too.

@soleilastarves you are not averagespo girl the body dismorphia is brutal 💔

im literally averagespo what the f . i dont even look my bmi this is so unfair