i spend most of my day procrastinating and not talking to anybody because i'm twelve time zones ahead of mostly anyone i know and then my cat keeps meowing for no reason
i let the cold wind blow into my eyes until i cant hold them open anymore and recome to the thought that theres nothing i can do about it, since nothing ever happens.
everything i do has consequences that i dont want to experience again.
dreamt that this bear suddenly attacked me and i killed it and ripped it open you were inside covered in blood and i was like oh fuck i need to hold a funeral and when i went online to ask people how to do a funeral they all started bashing me wtf.