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Look at Steven’s face 😭😭😭🥺💕

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Goddamn I kinda miss being 17 & out of my fucking mind about 5sos. I’m 28, married, & pregnant with my 2nd child, which is equally as exciting/exhausting, but without the traveling adventures/sleeping on the street outside a hotel & feeling important to my twitter followers 😂

Wow, it’s been a while since I’ve been on here. Update: life as a 27 year old who works full time while also being a full time mom is crazy. Anyways, here’s some pics of Archer

I just want to feel ok

2 weeks from today until I get half of my floral sleeve done 🥺❤️ it’s been so long since I’ve had the chance to get tattooed

Lmao when you see @calum5sos at @sadsummerfest (Didn’t wanna bug him for a pic though)

So I ended up giving myself a birthday present early. Ya girl got antidepressants 😂 I don’t want to tell my husband yet bc I want to see if he notices a difference in me once I’ve taken them for at least a few weeks. Here’s to hoping I can be a normal fucking person

Also all I want for my birthday is to be left alone for at least 6 hours so I can cry & deal with a large, overdue anxiety attack about how much I hate myself. It’d probably be a little more beneficial if someone got me antidepressants & weight-loss pills but you get what you get

The ✨best✨ part about being a mom is how much you get forgotten, everyone seems to think staying at home with the baby is a vacation from work so why should you be tired, no one actually hears what you say, & every piece of your “old life” never returns. It’s wonderful 🙃🙃🙃

Steven hasn’t seen these yet but his funny gift for Father’s Day FINALLY arrived & they’re so fucking funny

@JaidynShawnae You’re so sweet! Thank you for this 😭❤️❤️

I can’t believe how skinny & hot I used to be. Body dysmorphia ruined me every day & no matter what weight I was at, it was never thin enough. Now, almost 10 weeks postpartum, I wish I was this. I’m the heaviest I’ve ever been (not pregnant) with the lowest self confidence. +

chapter of life involving a child & a new gym routine. I’m hoping this long multi-tweet will help hold me accountable on the days it gets hard. I’ve got 100lbs to lose & I’ll be so thankful when it’s gone. 🤞

thanks to stretchmarks & even wider hips, but I’m determined to get as close to the old me as possible. I miss her looks. I miss her general happiness. I miss her wardrobe. And I miss her fun, carefree, & engaged relationship she had with the love of her life. Here’s to a new +

We finally got our taxes done today and we’re getting back like $8600 this year thanks to our solar so now we’re both discussing what tattoos we’re gonna get with it and planning a date night at Chili’s since we’ll “have money now” 😂 Priorities? Sure.

My husband got us tickets, I’m so stoked 🥺😭💕💕

Happy 1st Mother’s Day to me! Archer slept 7 hours straight, he finally became unconstipated (aka mama’s got shit fingers), my 1st postpartum period started, and I might wear jeans today for the first time in probably a year 🥴🥴 It’s going to be an interesting day.

When you realize it’s your first Mother’s Day this weekend as an actual mom, but it’s just another day that you share with people. Lmao I don’t think I’ll ever know what having a special day for myself will be like as an adult.