kc 🩷 (blair waldorf era)

woke up at a weight i swore i would never let myself get to again

me before and after anorexic april:

no one ever tells you how easy it is to GAIN 20 FUCKING POUNDS OMG my scales better be broken

"wannarexics" are disordered too because wanting or trying to be anorexic isn't normal behavior

WHY DID I EAT THAT WHY DID I EAT THAT WHY DID I EAT THAT WHY DID I EAT THAT WHY DID I EAT THAT WHY DID I EAT THAT WHY DID I EAT THAT WHY DID I EAT THAT WHY DID I EAT THAT WHY DID I EAT THAT WHY DID I EAT THAT WHY DID I EAT THAT WHY DID I EAT THAT WHY DID I EAT THAT

me hitting “start fasting” the second i finish my meal

@Itsnino_Iamhere ITS SO BAD FR 😭

@5tarvingbtch I get you lol I almost always binge on Sundays😭

binging today because the lock in will be insane tomorrow

what the fuck have i been doing holy shit

it's going to work this time

them acknowledging my weightloss means they noticed when I gained weight

starving myself and then getting overwhelmed when i get symptoms of starvation

when the malnutrition farts start hitting