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another pin 20 🐦‍⬛ she / her all i ever wanted was 2look fragile cw: 111 (bmi 16.8) gw: 98 (bmi 14.9) 18+

I drew a mlp oc for the first time in a while

i wanted to go to the gym today , but it took me two hours to gain the energy to shower beforehand . . . i might just not be feeling good , so i think i might skip .

1pm and im still in bed :,( today feels very tired

my outfit for today ! 😁

we are on our way to the big city!

things in fitting rooms

good morning 🌞

@muttkoto i see a rough scary bird tending to its nest

my friend made a way to see me today because of how i felt yesterday , she is bringing me coffee and we are going to the big city an hour from my home . i love her and i am happy .

in all honesty , these days , im hopeless . at my vacation , the town was so beautiful , i did enjoy it . but , i was always thinking about how i will miss it , and how i wished to have grown up as loved as the family i was with . they take care of each other , and they eat .

i miss Z sometimes . even though he only wanted to have sex with me , he was nice to me and my friend between those times , and before and after , too . it was short lived , because of me , but he cared .

Guy you only know within the context of casual sex: I hope we can still be friends

today , i am 109.9 pounds . someday , i will be 99.9

i always try to look at the good things , and remember how nice he used to be . and all the good times we had . still , a lot , it only makes me miss it .

i think about sometimes , how other guys do like me , and flirt with me , and be nice to me . sometimes , i wonder why im with him , if someone could make me happy again . but , i always hope he’s going to change . is it sad ?

sometimes , we go out together , but only when we do something he’d want to do without me , and even when i don’t like it i go, but he doesn’t like when i talk too much , or joke , or sing . i get sad . i feel trapped

i wonder a lot of things would be different for me if he still loved me, the only thing we really do together is sleep next to each other . he doesn’t touch me so i don’t eat bc i feel gross ,

@Daniels_Prom I’ve never seen an energy drink with no name brand

No name brand energy drinks are often the best

@Daniels_Prom i loved it!!

@7million55 It's a pretty lake and forest in America.

i never want to let it go

my vacation has come to an end!! I need to go again soon