Andrew J. Christianson

Anxiety is still vile. Feels like I'm trying to find fear under every rock instead of finding God. Praying the anxiety calms down. That the fear is just the evil one having a blast with me.

Life is fleeting, and social media is a trap. Everyone is chasing recognition, but this isn’t real life. Is your career social media? Are you actually making a living from it? Go outside and live. Play with your dog or pet — they don’t care about your follower count. Social media isn’t your friend. It’s mostly fake people begging “subscribe for a repost.” You and your family deserve better. After 4 days in the hospital, I realized X and social media are a massive waste of time. Not a single person checked on me… and that’s okay. The truth is, we’re not really friends. I’m being released today and taking a few days to rest and recover. I won’t be responding to most (if any) replies. I just want you to have a real life. Touch grass. Hug your people. Log off.

Just woke up to a rapid heart rate. Not even a nightmare. Possible acid reflux. Need prayers guys. I really can't afford to go to a doctor yet...