aviendha (avec abandon)

A thread of poems

And feel like I have failed at everything and am a horrible person. I’ve taken two gabapentin and a seroquel and I’m still pretty fucking scared, not as much as I was but still uncomfortable for sure. What the hell is going on?

Dude I went to work today and I’ve just got home 3 hours early because I had to use FMLA fucking again because my brain has decided to make me feel such an intolerable amount of fear/sense of impending doom. I’m scared as fuck right now and I don’t know why. I also hate myself

“Blow my shit smoove off” gotta be one of the most beautiful phrases in the English language, a real “cellar door” for the 21st century

@Iowperforming x.com/clashmagazine/…

@AV1ENDHA Can I have a link please?

My key take aways from Rou’s interview he just retweeted. Love how this guy always has a way of putting what I’ve been screaming erratically and incoherently my whole life into beautiful wording.

Enter Shikari

Finally breached 1k

Sugar on a side salad that no one ordered sounds awful

Guys I literally cannot keep my hands clean

The only breaks I’ve had from Lose Your Self are Hospice by The Antlers and Dark Side of The Moon by Pink Floyd

A lot of things have already made me happy. But the main thing rn would be to see enter shikari play Lose Your Self in entirety at a show on a warm place

@odellykins Twinzies

To celebrate the new Shikari album and for the masses now showing on my feed I share my first ever (18th Birthday) and what is now my smallest logo tattoo which I then transferred to my music sleeve a few years back with some proper size increases which it deserved 🫡🤌

Does anyone wanna see my 3D rendition Shikari logo tattoo ft. Rou’s beautiful words from A Treatise on Possibility???

@thecupofdenial @keepitonice Idk but it kinda goes hard

IM ACTUALLY FUCKING HOWLING OVER THIS VIDEO WHAT PROMPTED ROB TO DO THAT

Ngl I think I might be actually losing my self with this album. It’s like a gentle ego death

Just harshed myself out on a bong while listening to I can’t keep my hands clean and it felt so right for some reason

Last kiss for the whole world vs so hold on, hold on, we’ve only just begun, my love is some sort of fire hope infusion

Avec abandon and honestly all of Lose Your Self makes me want to never work another day in my life unfortunately

@mac_elvis13 @stalbanscityfc @ENTERSHIKARI Downvote

@stalbanscityfc @ENTERSHIKARI L

🗞️ The band, Enter Shikari have today surprise released their brand new album! Lose Your Self (released via So Recordings) spans 12 tracks exploring themes of desolation, futility and complete despair at the state of the world, but with glimmers of hopefulness and optimism threaded throughout. Enter Shikari have managed to not only release Lose Your Self digitally, but also physically, unlike their predecessors. As of right now (from midnight on Friday 10th April), this accomplished and ingenious body of work is available to stream and also buy in CD and vinyl format worldwide. #SACFC😇

@CrispyFreshMan DMs r always open 💗

@AV1ENDHA Hell yeah, love enter shikari so much

Does anyone wanna talk about enter shikari with me

I really feel like the luckiest girl in the world rn that I can take off work on FMLA cuz this morning my mental health was scary and bad and now I’m better but I just get to sit at home & listen to lose your self & talk to people about it and try to figure out what my problem is