🖤Autumn💙

✨️new pinned✨️ 🔞NSFW🔞 Certified Dumb Puppy but you can call me Autumn 🍂 25 Here to show off my body to the internet 🫧Stoner 🫧Bigger Gamer than your boyfriend 🫧Addicted to getting my ass kicked in MTG Small kinks list: Cnc, Somno, Piss play, Humiliation, Impact play

@mattysmoth Its more of just a "one day" kinda thing but I feel justified if its my birthday. I just want to live one of my sexual fantasies ive had for years. But id need to find 3 people willing to fuck me at the same time and i dont have the resources to make it happen even if I do find 3

@Acid_Gumdrop That’s pretty good, I do wanna know what it is you want to do??? 👀

My birthday is in 11 days and idk what to do with that information. Is 26 the age im suppose to start ignoring it?

@mattysmoth Honestly what I want to do for my birthday is unfortunately out of the question and has been for years. But hopefully ill figure out something to do for the day. Ive got a massage scheduled that day so at least that'll be really nice

@Acid_Gumdrop That’s fair, I think it’s always important to celebrate in a way that YOU want to, even if it’s just a quiet night in to yourself. I normally just do something with family, but you also deserve to celebrate your birthday 🖤🖤

@mattysmoth I feel the same, feels like I should celebrate but everything i think of doing just doesnt seem like a good option I guess. Ive planned to go to concerts, bars and other events and last minute things get canceled or im forgotten about so it feels like why even try 😅

@Acid_Gumdrop Idk I turned 26th and even tho I kept it lowkey I still celebrated it 🤷‍♂️, feel like we should get to celebrate another a year we survive on this planet 😅🤣🤣

@d0llscums1mp I want it to be special but usually anything I plan doesnt end up happening. I decided not to plan anything this year because im tired of feeling shitty on my birthday but a part of me regrets it. So im wondering if I just need to start ignoring that feeling

@Acid_Gumdrop Do you want to do anything special for it or just have a chill day?

@EdanIndulgence Honestly practice would help a lot, but hard to find ways to do that frequently that I enjoy. Ill figure it out eventually im sure

@Acid_Gumdrop If that’s the case then maybe it’s more a matter of practice? Maybe trying to write more smutty things or even just descriptive manors of what you’re doing that could be freaky and maybe it’ll come faster? Kinda like narrating your turn in mtg if you know what your deck does

Need someone to teach me how to sext, flirt or roleplay. I feel like im dogshit and I have no idea how to get better. At this point im willing to look for a teacher to help my dumbass out 🥲

@EdanIndulgence Its not an issue really, but a thing ive noticed get worse overtime. I use to be very descriptive and very quick with it. Now I struggle to describe things that make sense in my head, and it takes forever just to write a simple sentence.

@Acid_Gumdrop I think it may seem to kinda “ruin the mood” but like really just talking with whoever you want to do this with is probably the best answer. If you lose track of what to say I would just make notes when inspiration hits I mean for me example I use a lot of posts form here

@handsomestud_MI I think my whole issue is, im not saying and doing things that I want to do. It feels like stage fright? Like I get put on the spot with my responses and suddenly everything goes wrong and I cant do it/feel good doing it. I enjoy it still, but I just feel like I could do better

@Acid_Gumdrop I mean you can also mix it up and send pics and voice memos back and forth too. I don’t think you can be that bad at it

@handsomestud_MI Audios are even worse for me I fear 💀 it always sounds so forced on my end no matter how into it I get. Trying to do anything but moaning/whimpering isnt happening either. My brain goes completely blank and nothing comes to mind. Ive relied on pics/videos but now that feels off

@handsomestud_MI This is true. I just dont enjoy the things I say most times, it always feels so basic level for me. Like I could be doing more or better, but I just cant find the right words or the right phrases to explain what im thinking in my head. It frustrates me, didnt use to feel so dumb

@Acid_Gumdrop I mean it also comes down to how well you know the other person and what they are into. Being repetitive is ok too. If you are both into it who cares if you are repetitive. You just need to say things you feel the other person would enjoy

@Smurphy2321 Hmm, biased opinion

@handsomestud_MI Everytime I do it, I feel like im saying the wrong things. That im not adding enough or im adding too much. Sometimes I feel repetitive aswell. I often times sit and stare at my response and think it sounds awful in my head. I use to think it was easy, now it just feels rough

@Acid_Gumdrop But it’s super easy

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Im so close to being caught up with one piece. Almost done with Egghead. I took such a big break at the wrong time, I just needed to watch two more episodes 😩

Smokies 💙

I wish someone would come touch me, I need to be groped and played with

I need someone to let out all of their anger on me and remind me how good it feels to be used. I just wanna see my squishy body covered in bruises and my own blood

I just wanna be used as a punching bag some days

@mattysmoth Thank you 🖤

@Acid_Gumdrop So sorry to hear that, wishing the best for you 🖤

Ive been feeling incredibly stressed for the past month and have been dealing with a lot of physical discomfort and mental discomfort. Today has been the worst for the stress and I need to figure out a way to either vent or forget it. Feels like im going to just throw up