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“So will I” by Hillsong is one of the most beautiful Christian songs ever written🥹.

This morning I told my mum the truth, that I do not intend to get married. I've always wanted to tell her this each time she asked me about it. And this morning I had the confidence to tell her my truth. She got angry, and she said she won't allow it, so I firmly told her, "I wish you had power over that." She got angry and almost lost control. I wanted to tell her to look at her marriage with my Dad. I wanted to remind her of how the noise of my dad beating her woke me up, when I was 7. I wanted to remind her how my dad beat her one day to the point that she ran out naked, and a neighbour borrowed her wrapper. I wanted to tell her that, that was the first time I saw an adult body and the image is still in my head to this day. I wanted to remind her of the day my dad pushed her on the stairs, that her hands and eyes and knees got swollen, it was my sister and I who ran to her rescue, I wanted to tell her how scared I was that day that I might lose my mum. I wanted to remind her how my sis and I told her to leave our dad and let's run away before he gets back. But she would insist that he's our father and she can't take us away from him. Finally, I wanted to remind her how forcefully Daddy sent us packing. How messy growing up was, how she raised us with frustration and fear. But I couldn't tell her, it would have hurt her so much to know how deep their choices hurt me. She did a great job raising us, she never allowed us to speak ill of him. She always reminds us that regardless of how bad it turns out, he's still our father. And we must respect him. I love my Dad, despite everything I witnessed I still can't bring myself to be angry at him. He's still my father. Unfortunately, I am yet to heal.

I’m seeing the video of ten people getting up and walking after Pastor Chris told them to get up, and I’m also reading some strange comments about it. I encountered him many years ago. I remember being on a healing line, seeking healing for my left hand, which had complications from surgery. At the time, there were still issues from the procedure. He had not yet started the healing school then. It was a Monday, and the program was called “Faith Clinic.” The church was not nearly as large as it is now. He walked up to me in that line, held my left hand, looked at me without blinking, and simply said, “Healed.” Fast forward to today… years later… my left hand remains healed. I had shared this story before, those who follow me closely must’ve heard me say it. There are many reasons why I believe God heals through Pastor Chris. You cannot take that experience away from me. And he teaches the word. I do know what I know.

Funny thing happened today. I was seated at a table with some men discussing work and one of them randomly asked what my closest goal to achieve is. I said “oh I’m just looking for 22 million naira so I can buy the 2016 Honda accord” His immediate reply? “You grew up in the north Abi?” 💀 I never knew liking Hondas was a northern Nigerian thing lmao, here I am, shaped by a dream that only is, because I grew up amongst northerners. Anyways, not “affect” per se in this case, but environment plays such a huge role in our world view and we have no idea most times.

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The two days you adopt the personality of the main character in the last movie you saw, can change your life in wild ways Imagine finishing season 2 of Peaky Blinders and having a meeting to attend the next day The level of negotiating ability you'll exude will be crazy😂

Why is no one telling her the truth abeg? Who applies for a job using "Dear Hiring Manager" "I am applying for" "please accept" and expects a response? It shows you didn't do your homework. The least you could do is research the company's LinkedIn & find the HR's name