For The Love of Russian Gold

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@AwokenMars Gosh no! I am trying to get my story out there, as it must be told.

@AmericaVRuss No. I'm not disputing the Truth of your tale, just wondering why it's a paid ad? Are you paying to try to stoke up more Animosity between America and Russia? If so, how much ?

WTF? HOW FAR DOES A NARC'S REVENGE GO? It's been over 2.5 years since I escaped from the narc. However he continues to this day to cause me emotional and financial harm. After many years of hard work, my memior "For the Love of Russian Gold" was finally published by Koehler Books, which I am so very proud of. The book is currently for sale on Amazon. So he bought the e-book version and left a scathing one-star review, full of spiteful lies and defammatory, false accusations e.g. he wrongfully accuses me of conning shareholders into investing millions of dollars to develop the world's largest gold deposit in Siberia, as he claims there was never any gold in the deposit - totally without proof. In fact, Putin is currently mining this very deposit, officially valed at US$40 billion. For those who have also experienced narcissistic abuse and feel my angst (and others), I would love your support by reading the e-book and writing a review (its a raw account of Russian corruption and narissistic abuse) OR just respond to my question - WTF? How long is he going to troll me and try to ruin my life?

@lovewins11011 Exactly what happened and is happening to me! Your posts are really helping me! Thank you!

Narcissists take your right to be angry. They deceive you, manipulate you, rage at you…yet you’re never permitted to express hurt or anger. When I told mine they hurt my feelings, they would say I was being ‘negative.’ They would say I was ‘holding on to the past.’ Yet their hurtful behavior was current and consistent. I believed them when they said I was the problem. I tried to be perfect and not upset them. Then I started googling… I learned how narcissistic abusers control with rage. I learned how they lie pathologically. I started to snoop and discovered lies upon lies upon lies. A level of deception I never thought possible. A double life they hid so well. I hoped they would change, but they only got worse. They would say they didn’t abuse me because they never hit me. Yet say I abused them even though I didn’t hit them. It’s a literal mind fuck with narcissists. Even when I left, I wasn’t free. They abused me long after with harassing messages. They sent bizarre recordings explaining why they had to yell and curse at me. They never stopped blaming me. How ironic that they can’t ‘let it go.’ I tell you this not for pity or sympathy but so you know I understand how awful it can be. I understand how scary it is to stay or to leave. I’ve been where you are. I’m so sorry if you know how any of this feels.

Unless you’ve personally experienced a narcissist or know someone who has, you have no idea the level of deception, manipulation and cruelty these types are capable of.

@AwokenMars It is the truth and example of how far a narcissist will go for revenge once exposed.

@AmericaVRuss This is an "Advertisement". ???

How true - being married to a narc for many years was awful, and every time I tried to escape, he stopped me (by love-bombing me and promising me the world which never transpired). But the two years of divorce proceedings after I finally escaped, were the worst in my life. He did despicble things that were inhumane such as attempting to turn my beloved son against me which tore me apart. His last words to me were "I am surrounded by so many friends, whereas I am sure that you are leading a self-pitying lonely life." How wrong he is - I am surrounded by a loving family (including my son) and a couple of true good freinds. Whereas he is surrounded by his so-called friends (flying monkeys), who believe his lies and are feeding his very fragile ego.

You don’t leave a narcissist, you escape them.

BRICS is increasingly ditching the US dollar in favour of gold, with member and aligned nations now controlling around 50% of global production. Russia and China are leading large-scale accumulation, with Russia holding 2,336 tonnes, China 2,298 tonnes, and India 880 tonnes, while central banks have purchased over 1,000 tonnes annually from 2022–2024. The bloc’s gold reserves exceed 6,000 tonnes, giving it unprecedented influence over global gold markets and gold prices. BRICS is also piloting a gold-backed currency, settling trade in local currencies, and developing independent pricing systems to reduce reliance on the dollar. Despite Trump's warnings of tariffs, the alliance’s de-dollarization and market strategies signal a long-term shift in international finance. This is why Putin decided to keep Russia’s greatest gold deposit in Siberia, “Sukhoi Log” for Russia, and so stole the deposit from our joint venture between my company STAR Mining and a local Siberian gold miner, “Lenzoloto”. The locals told us that there was so much gold in Sukhoi Log (over 4000 tons) we would control the world gold price. Read the full story in my recently released memoir, “For the Love of Russian Gold", published by Koehler Books, USA. #Putin #russia #gold #dollar #trump #BRICS #dollarprice #goldprice

“Narcissism” is a psychological term, but it essentially means "extreme selfishness". HOW A MALE NARC THINKS: I spend all my time in pursuit of what I want, what I need, and what I think is best. As long as my needs are being met in the relationship, I am happy. But if they are not, I explode with anger and attack my partner verbally to put her into her place (beneath me). I then suddenly withdraw emotionally which creates a trauma bond in her, which is my aim. Most of my relationships have been with strong, smart, attractive women who at the start thought I was an amazing guy due to my "love-bombing" (over-the-top romancing). In the past, my women have often confronted me about my choices and behavior. I would always flip it back on them - blaming the incident on them which really played tricks with their minds. My attitude was: “If you want to be in a relationship with me, you have to accept me as I am.” And they did — until they couldn’t take it anymore. I felt completely justified in my stance. If they couldn’t love me as I was, there were plenty of women who would.

My memoir "For the Love of Russian Gold" reviewed: Power, corruption, gold… and a woman fearless enough to face it all. A gripping real-life memoir of post-Soviet Russia, billion-dollar mining wars, political intrigue, mafia pressure, KGB threats, bribery and personal resilience. If you love true power struggles, high-stakes geopolitics, love affairs, and memoirs that read like thrillers, this one’s for you. #Russian #Putin #GOLD #BooksWorthReading #bestseller #bookish #memoir #TrueStory #thrillerbooks

@elonmusk Small correction: If you were BORN with a womb, you are a woman.

If you have a womb, you are a woman. Otherwise, you are not.

CONFESSIONS OF A NARC. This is mind-blowing as it is exactly what the narc did to me; he almost destroyed me but I fled from him just in time to save myself, upon realising what he was doing to me.... "I’m going start by playing games. That is the way I take control of your emotions. I can't control myself, you will eventually figure that out. I have to have what I want, when I want it, or else I will blow a gasket, lol. Anyway, since I can't control myself, I will do the next best thing – I will control you. But first I need to gain control, so I start by love bombing you. I will do whatever I can to make you happy and to make you feel special. I will convince you I am the one for you. I will listen intently to what you say you want and then I will mirror it back to you. When I see you are not responding to my exploits and not accepting what I sold you – that’s when I change. I transition from Dr Jekyll to Dr Hyde. I change the dynamics in the relationship by being distant, not as attentive and like I am not interested in you the way I was before, at least not really. I do this on purpose. When you go back and forth between being nice and then being an asshole, it creates a trauma bond. This is how I get you addicted to me. Do you see now? I am in control, I always have been and you don’t even know it." #Abuser #domesticviolence #narcissist #Recovery

“When a woman outgrows her old life, she often walks forward alone.” There is a loneliness that belongs uniquely to women who are healing. You start shedding old versions of yourself — the people-pleaser, the one who overgave, the one who tolerated mistreatment, the one who silenced her own voice to keep the peace. You begin to want deeper conversations, softer love, gentler mornings, more aligned friendships. You want truth, not guessing games. You want reciprocity, not emotional labor disguised as connection. But the moment you step into this higher version of yourself, you notice the distance. The friends still living in chaos no longer feel like home. The men who relied on your self-sacrificing nature no longer have access to you. The circles where you once fit now feel too small. This loneliness is not a punishment —it is a passage. It is your soul expanding faster than your surroundings. It is the clearing of space for connections aligned with the woman you are becoming. This loneliness teaches you: how to soothe yourself how to enjoy your own company how to fill your own cup how to trust your own wisdom how to stop settling for half-love how to stop shrinking just to belong Eventually, the loneliness lifts. Not because you go back to what you outgrew, but because new people find you—people whose hearts resonate with yours. Growth is a lonely season, yes. But it is also the gateway to a life overflowing with people who see you, choose you, and match you. ~ Ancestral Healing ✨🙌🏾💫

PUTIN & TRUMP CONSPIRE TO GET RID OF ZELENSKY It has been alleged that Trump has done a secret deal with Putin to get rid of Zelensky, whom both men openly dislike and do not believe in the legitimacy of his presidency.  This plan was apparently forged months ago, starting with Trump publically calling Zelensky a dictator for not holding elections in March 2024 when they were due.  This was followed by the infamous fiery, confrontational, and antagonistic meeting in the Oval Office on 28 February 2025 between Zelensky, Trump and JD Vance during which the three argued openly in front of reporters, with JD Vance yelling that Zelensky should be more "thankful" for U.S. assistance, and Trump telling him he must “bend the knee” to a much stronger and bigger power (Russia). Zelensky was also mocked for not wearing a suit and was asked whether he even owned one. This looked very staged, because it was.  Trump’s whole aim was to publically discredit Zelensky in front of the whole world including Ukraine and then conspire to replace him with a more pliable leader. And now we have the corruption scandal surrounding Zelensky and his team. Putin and Trump have also flatly refused to even meet with Zelensky.  But it was unclear who would lead Ukraine in his place – until now. Enter General Valery Zaluzhny (who at least owns a suit!). Zaluzhny was Ukraine’s very popular Commander-in-Chief, known affectionately as the Iron General, and is remembered fondly for marshalling the heroic defence of Kiev in 2022. He was fired by Zelinsky in February 2024, however was then decorated with the award ‘Hero of Ukraine’ by Zelensky and appointed as the Ukrainian ambassador to the UK. TASS (Russian News Agency) posted in July 2025:“Russian Foreign Intelligence Service (SVR) claimed that the US and its allies will sacrifice Zelensky to pave the way for a peace deal between Russia and Ukraine.”  SVR said Zelensky will be used as a scapegoat, and the White House will soon shut him down.  It was also claimed that he will be replaced by retired General Valery Zaluzhny, who is said to have Western and domestic support. The report also alleges a political conspiracy involving a controversial anti-corruption law, used to discredit Zelensky and justify leadership change.” Can I be so bold as to predict what happens next? Zelensky is ousted, elections are held, and Zaluzhny becomes the new president of Ukraine. Putin and Zaluzhny immediately sign a peace deal, brokered by Trump, including a territory swap for Russia (big win) and NATO-style security for Ukraine.  Trump may even finally get his much-desired Noble Peace Prize!

ONE NARC POSES A QUESTION: "I'm tired of hearing we're incapable of real love. This is what is all over the internet: 'Narcissists can and do love—but their love may never be the same as a healthy, unconditional bond. Narcissists, psychopaths, and sociopaths do not have a sense of empathy and will never develop a sense of empathy, so they can never really love anyone. Narcissists can love, but this superficial and momentary affection serves as a way to get what they want from others. They see others as mere objects, put in place to meet their own needs.' It's difficult to read these things, and there might be some truth there. But at the same time, I don't buy it. Maybe we are essentially just abused, underdeveloped children. But would anyone claim a child is incapable of real love? Even if we only love the idealized fantasy versions of people that we make up in our heads, who has license to the ultimate claim of what is 'real love'?" ANOTHER NARC RESPONDS: "We are incapable of real love. We unconsciously repeat our traumas originating from our parents by recreating them interpersonally. We dehumanize people because we were dehumanized. Almost every single relationship we have is an unconscious attempt for us to individuate (form an separate self) from our primary caregivers since we never fully developed a sense of self. So we aren't with people romantically or platonically because we love them. We are with them because they serve a function. We bathe in their love and adoration and establish control over them to feel omnipotent. We stay if they have the ability to dwindle themselves enough to where we don't feel threatened, by catering to us and having no needs of their own. In our heads we create a fantasized version of our romantic partners and proclaim our love for them. But pretending that our fantasized version of someone is love is a lie to ourselves and to them. Until we feel safe to be vulnerable and express ourselves authentically...we won't love. The reason the fantasy is created is to avoid intimacy...and to avoid love, so proclaiming that its simply a different version of reality but equally valid is...delusional. What you're describing isn't love because love isn't compatible with objectifying others." Any comments?