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Angel won't be active for a while because their mom found their burner phone

BPD numbness is more dangerous than the explosive rage for me I will go to unsafe lengths to FEEL something. I will self sabatoge & ruin my life. I will binge & relapse. I will come terrifyingly close to the edge, bc fear, pain, & euphoria are more manageable than the numbness

B and F very nice yayyy

@fastingadd1ct yea me too dw ive jst been stuck in the mindset of wanting to get worse its hard to get out of thw cycle for me

Is anyone else super aware that being on twt is keeping me from fully recovering but I don’t want to stop

why do u guys like my scars more than the actually cuts themselves😭

@krabmussels it was jst thw stinging afterwards and place i did it that made ut hurt sm plus its different for everyone ദ്ദി(ᵔᗜᵔ)

@Ang0realn one swipe beans didnt hurt for me

and if i said i like one swipe bean better bcz it hurts more would u all cancel me...

@fastingadd1ct yesyyes

@Ang0realn Ofc not!! Everyone does it for different reasons, like I like more stinging or burning pains that I do throbbing? Does that make sense

@fastingadd1ct that suckkss (｡◞ _◟)

@Ang0realn Like it was actually kind of scary. I was gonna cut too and I didn’t because of that 😾

I took two hits from this dispo that has been in my drawer and I honestly feel horrible Like I feel nauseous and really weak, I’m a bit shaky too this sucks ugh

had an astronomically shit day expect a sesh later tdy

havent drank in 2 days im recovered guys

so act im not getting my hair cut tdy the place flooded and there was no water so im getting my hair cut tmrw instead

i got so scared when randomly a hair dresser walked up to me asked where i got my bag complimented my hair and said that im in my "y2k era"

locking in and doing stuff.

sharing a cigarette with someone while having a deep conversation is what life is about

im gen abt to start hopping out my window to smoke im TIRED of my room smelling like cigs i luv the smell but i am not tryna get caught again

@hopelessitaly me when i have to call my friend the n word cuz i have bpd