Arctix - On a long mental break.

I need to be strong. I don't think I am strong enough, but I will try to sleep with fear in my eyes. I don't know why I cry. I don't deserve this. I cry. I am sad. I don't know why. I cry. God. I'm sorry.

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHHAHHA FUCK! It's true.

THAT WORKED. This new shit doesn't. I can't figure out why. When I was on my old medicine. I could easily get over small issues. The 14th was when stopped taking it. and started this SHIT. I am not ignoring you, but I didn't want to vanish like @polarmyst did.

This isn't about Ukraine. I don't have two neurons of information to rub together to know what's going on. Last time I heard. They were going to invade. That was weeks ago. This is about my real-as-shit-depression. I've been battling it since 2017, but I was also on medication

@sodalite64 Hey, if you I don't talk for a while, just know that my "new" medicine is causing outbursts. I probably will be very quiet and offline until I get this figured out. I go back to work tomorrow but I'm unsure if I can even make it the day without needing to go back home

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@ArcticSnowPup What the shit. I still can't.

@ArcticSnowPup So like... I don't have this yet, but you do?

Sergal! For @Oddy_ 💫

*Internally Screaming*