ghostsofanempire

I went out for dinner, to the table, I didn't tak, too tired, I ate a portion to small for what i nromally eat, did the dishes, and as they were having a 'family conversation' I walked away after hearing my dad say ask the whole family, and I didn't get mentioned, I'm useless

have to force a smile too

im fucking tired now i have to clear my tears and force myself to eat dinner

por quanto tempo eu vou continuar me odiando

You’re not lazy. You’re tired. You’ve been living in survivor mode for so long. Your mind is exhausted! You’re still processing trauma. Be kind to yourself please.

i know i need to try harder, but u have no idea how hard it is trying to care when u have no motivation to do anything anymore

A familiar face

I’ve killed myself 80 times today in my head.

@XAlone29043 if I was fucking dead already

right. and when i'm crying too. i wonder how y'all figured that out.

fucking crying again. I should talk to my bf, but I dont want to annoy him. don't want to be more of a burden

fucking hate myself

just trying to say 'hi hru' on a text with strangers web thing, cus I'm fucking miserable and i keep either getting skipped or told to kms, fuck me man

just got told to kms for being queer, I love this, being suicidal, because me too, man, me too. we both hate me, love that.

genuinely i can’t live in this fucking house anymore but i can’t leave either i might kms atp bro

@Kazzzie781 5'8

I’m nosy. How tall are you guys?

I tell myself to wait, wait till I'm older, wait till I can finally drive, wait till I get away from my family, wait till I move, wait to college, wait till you've seen an F1 race, wait, wait, wait. And for some reason it works, keeps me hopeful until my dreams are crushed again

I find it crazy that I've lasted this long, 5 years of being suicidal, more than 60 attempts, and every year I tell myself the same thing, that it can only get better, yet it always gets worse, always—

guys i am an audhd anorexic alcoholic with bpd do NOT follow if you don’t fw that