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i’m looking for work this 2025 season 🌟 i levelled up my experience on VCT EMEA in 2024 and i’d love to elevate your next broadcast! 🎙️caster, analyst & host 🎮 valorant, RL & OW (open to learning new titles) 📍remote, studio & arena experience more ⤵️

@ejmarchini @colinyoungwolff a smile as sweet as honey

mafia boss wife -> mafia boss wife who is happy creds @colinyoungwolff

@marks_wong i'm so emo rn

Man. Even discord poker is down 🫠

@NoiaFPS pls 😭

oh I’m sure we will!

@ejmarchini my queen

I’m baaaack #VCTAmericas

LFT for 2027 - sentinel/viper - open to every region - willing to mid round call DMs are open

I’ve been reflecting a lot on what trans and nonbinary folk experience in the esports community. I hope this message isn’t too late, given recent events. There are many issues I could talk about, but I just want to speak on one: there must be an unspoken grief in being trans and seeing your idols vilify you. I grew up watching CS:GO. My favorite team was Luminosity after Cluj-Napoca in 2015. I remember rushing home from school to scour twitch chats and copy my favorite players’ settings. I cheered when C9 won the Boston Major. And of course I watched all of the Rank S highlights and can still quote the funniest clips from heart, even 11 years later (jeez im old). Esports was an escape for me, as I’m sure it is for so many of us. Yet, because I am a woman, I watched with dread as my escape was bastardized over the years by influential figures ostracizing women. I saw the same people I looked up to point and laugh and say people like me were inferior, that we could never do what they do, that we don’t belong in esports, that trans women weren’t my friends and were out to get me. That anguish and betrayal I felt from a community I poured years of my life into is exactly what trans women and nonbinary folk experience times ten. They are esports fans just like anyone else. They’re here as an escape just like anyone else. They don’t want to be treated differently from anyone else. All they want is the same respect you give any other human being. After asking for something so simple, so basic, they experience far more hate and rejection at the hands of the very people they look up to. All while already living life constantly vilified and questioned. It’s a shame we’ve allowed this radioactive environment to fester here. To my peers: I promise you some of your biggest fans HAVE BEEN trans and nonbinary folk. Gaming is incredibly diverse, and if you’ve played in front of a crowd, you know this already. They tell others how good you are. They try to copy how you play. They make beautiful art of you and your teams. They wake up early or stay up late to watch your games. They celebrate your successes and feel for your failures. They’re just like any of your supporters. Thank you to those who know this already. I promise your acceptance doesn’t go unnoticed. For those who don’t: It’s an incredible opportunity and gift to be someone’s escape in this world. What a waste to squander it. And to the trans and nonbinary folk reading this: you are welcome here. Existence is resistance. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise.

@Flybynight271 @Boostio @dennispupello get well soon ❤️‍🩹

I'm blessed, my little shitcan @Boostio saved my life by speaking the truth that I looked like death, 🤣 fyi I was septic. My last 10 days was ER, Emergency surgery and 7 days in the hospital to finally home, in bed resting. My husband @dennispupello is my support system, best friend and makes me cry happy tears for loving this women. Being disabled with lots to learn and praying I got this. 💕 Shout outs to my sisters in law Ariel with helping me learning a new way of life for a bit. Remember y'all God is good and most of all it's okay to be scared,you got this. To my little gaming family know y'all helped with great games to help get through the pain. GG

@alvinboyfps do we get to see the frames or what 😭

KOREA DAY 2

@itslidyuh hbd!! ❤️

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@cr0wHCS @chloe_hime7 it will never be perfect but i promise it will never get better if we all throw our hands up and say “it is what it is, let’s be thankful for what we have”

@cr0wHCS @chloe_hime7 saying the val community should be thankful for what we have in val is meaningless and dismissive when you see the GC community imploring for change the goal of GC is to harbor a safe space in the community for these players to develop and compete

im sorry but locking replies after making this tweet is frying me 😭

@SimpleAloe you were genuinely sculpted by an artist’s hands (have a good vacay ali <3)

Obligatory “I am on vacation, don’t ping me,” post (no seriously please do not ping me, I don’t know how to not respond)

@ChainsSoul joyeux anniversaire!!

Welp

@anniepoo_ I love these

man i love touching grass 🌲⛰️🌊

@anniepoo_ my goat ❤️ always proud of you

aaa~ two years went by in a flash i recently got a promotion to gfx op/producer flex and hit my two yr work anni while powering thru MSI overnights. im very thankful and excited to grow further~ was a bit stressed during msi finals and had 7 drinks instead of eating tho 💀

@zander_fps @M80gg ggs and gl in mexico o7 SRB has come so far this year and still has sm to show the community

1-3 vs. @M80gg. Gave it our all and it's still not enough unfortunately. We will have to qualify for play-ins through LCQ. Still proud of how much we evolved throughout the year and we still have a very high ceiling. Thank you to all the fans for your support, see y'all soon.

@alvinboyfps @SRVAL @itskaplan @BoniFaci0 @NiSMO_VAL @kyu_aim @Spaz_FPS @FIN_fps ggs let’s freaking GOOO

3-1 @SRVAL STAGE 3 GRAND FINALS CHAMPIONS. WE'RE GOING TO LA OMGGGGG HAPPY BIRTHDAY @itskaplan I LOVE MY TEAMMMM BROO BURGER BOYZ 2v3 TO CLOSE IT OUT @BoniFaci0 @NiSMO_VAL @kyu_aim @Spaz_FPS @FIN_fps

@BoniFaci0 @SRVAL @itskaplan @alvinboyfps @NiSMO_VAL @kyu_aim @Spaz_FPS @FIN_fps 🐐

3-1 @SRVAL STAGE 3 GRAND FINALS CHAMPIONS. LET'S GOO I can get a haircut now. Special birthday for @itskaplan We are coming to LA!! MY ACTUAL GOATS @alvinboyfps @NiSMO_VAL @kyu_aim @Spaz_FPS @FIN_fps

@itskaplan HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND CONGRATS ON THE W!! 🥳

LETS FUCKING GO! We are the champions of Challengers NA and headed to VCT! Can't wait to get back to coaching on the stage where I belong - and where my whole team belongs. I am so, so, so proud of the boys. This team really is something special. Best birthday ever!!!