RedStar

For anyone wondering, yes this really is RedStar, or Just_RedStar. I was somehow locked out of my other acct and this is a backup, so if you dropped a follow on my main feel free to drop one here too. Thanks 💜

@Reeser_Rat Why does he look like he's tired of your shit?

@DaleGarrett95 Migrains are horrible. I get them when I'm stressed, which is a lot. Feel better soon.

Oh wow, yea, that's... Great. Ugh and the migraine on top, why me 😮‍💨

Field trippin to the zoo with 20ish 5 qnd 6 year olds... Wish me luck 😫

@JoJoFromJerz @ChrisMurphyCT @MarkTully20 It's taking longer than expected to surgically remove his lips from orange ass.

@ChrisMurphyCT @MarkTully20 And our Secretary of State is where exactly?

Here they are: our two top Iran negotiators. No diplomatic experience. In way over their head. Both with massive financial conflicts of interest, their fortunes tied to the Middle East dictators that make them rich. What a distaster.

@DaleGarrett95 TYSM! I wasn't expecting a reply from anyone, honestly. I think i was just feeling sorry for myself, but his really did make me feel better. Big hugs and lots of love.

@AudioRedstar That's rough, sorry to hear this.

ホロスタENクリムゾン・ルーズ💢 あと約3,000人でホラゲ配信だ……… Ruzeの怯えてる声と悲鳴をはやく聴きたい……ナ🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 チャンネル登録よろしくお願いいたします‼️何卒‼️🙇‍♀️🙇🙇‍♂️🙇‍♀️🙇🙇‍♂️🙇‍♀️🙇🙇‍♂️ @crimzonruze?si=yd-O1TILeSHlszj1" target="_blank" rel="nofollow noopener">youtube.com/@crimzonruze?s…

@alamanecer This man was BRILLIANT!

Oh my God FINALLY an excuse to post one of the most INSANE Mikhail Baryshnikov performances from Don Quixote… Baryshnikov never relied on a body double OR a butt double either, Sir Chalamet… ballet is not 4 the weak!! ☕️🩰

@indy_himura Goldie was great, I laughed so hard!

🦅: Crimzon Ruze will indeed be playing a horror game once he hits 100k on Youtube! 💢: [RUNS AWAY] Thank you Gibby o7 #ARMISNewsAnchor #hololivefesEXPO26_DAY3

@evitaduffy_1 I'm sorry, who are you again? Oh wait, nobody cares anyway.

Correct. Want me to say it again? Athletes who hate America shouldn’t be sent overseas to represent America. And while we’re on the subject, they can give back the Ralph Lauren gear too.

@PeteHegseth Yes, please waste more taxpayer money on this. I'm sure there's nothing more important out there to deal with.

This will be immediately appealed. Sedition is sedition, “Captain.”

@josuijishinri What on earth are you going to do with all of that??

i love mandolin slicers. look how nice and uniform all of it is! it's negi!! looks like a leek but it's actually japanese long green onions!

@oelma__ Omg, that would be a dream come true! You want 2 weeks? I'll just have groceries delivered! You want 3? Not a problem!

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@regisaltare But you already do. Now it's time to do your best to make YOU happy. Happy Birthday

thanks for all the love today 🥺💙 ill do my best to make you all happy!!

@CalltoActivism Someone finally told the orange nazi in charge that he's losing popularity. He's only going to do enough to bring those who were loyal to him back.

🚨HUGE: We can now confirm Gregory Bovino has been REMOVED from his role as Border Patrol "commander at large," and it gets worse. He was just notified he has lost access to his DHS social media accounts which he used to respond to people who criticized him over Pretti's death. Good riddance.

@banzoinhakka You boys did so well, much respect o7

Holy fucking shit

@josuijishinri You boys did so well, much respect o7

I couldn't make it. I had to take a stop in the middle of the trip back.

@kaichinzu I'm so sorry. My dad had COPD & was stubborn about any medical advice/help. He continued to smoke & be unhealthy. I know nights are the worst. I understand where you're at. I wish I had advice on dealing with everything, but all I can do is send you lots of hugs & understanding.

This post is going to be kinda depressing, but it’s something I’ve been dealing with for a few months and I just don’t know how to deal with it anymore. This post isn’t to gain sympathy or anything, but more of an attempt to cast a wider net for advice on how to deal with it. There’s a lot of you out there so maybe you’ve dealt with something similar. This post is about my father and his declining health, so if you don’t care about that or it’s a trigger for you, feel free to scroll away x For the past few years my father’s health has been rapidly declining. He’s a really heavy drinker & smoker and it’s finally catching up to him. He’s the most stubborn person I know so refuses to take advice or accept help when he needs it and works nonstop regardless of what people tell him, whether it’s family or professional/medial advice. It’s all he knows and doesn’t care. While it’s been manageable it’s gotten worse in the last year and a half which has affected me a lot. It’s affected my previous jobs due to hospital admissions etc but in the past two months it’s gotten so bad. I’ll spare the details of the previous times, as it’s recent events that have become really hard for me and prompting me to write this. At the start of November my dad got really sick, It’s the time of year the flu runs rampant and I ended up catching whatever it was too. I don’t leave my house but he works closely with the public and it’s impossible to avoid most of the time. Thankfully it was a short illness for me in comparison (I still have lingering symptoms today) but for him it developed into pneumonia which hospitalised him. His coughing and breathing was so bad, it got to the point where he finally decided to accept help due to being unable to breathe unassisted anymore. This lead to a further diagnosis of severe COPD which was left untreated for god knows how long. These two things together makes for a very fucked up situation for him. There’s no cure for COPD and it only gets worse over time, so along with the pneumonia it just got worse and only accelerated things. Every time he went to hospital they would send him back a day or two later (Hospitals are insanely full this time of year so they dismissed him despite how bad he was) - but man, I can’t even begin to explain the suffering and pain he is in and has been in the past couple of months. He’s usually okay, or as much as he can be anyway, during the day, but during the night it’s fucking awful. The coughing fits last for hours, he can’t breathe properly despite the oxygen and can’t get up whatever needs to be coughed up due to the combination of both things. Every night, including right now as I write this, I have to hear him basically suffocate and cry out in pain. It usually always ends up with him vomiting, choking and crying, saying he just wants to die which is starting to really fuck me up. I really cant even explain the sounds but it’s fucking awful to listen to. I feel so powerless to help and I just cry having to listen to it. It keeps me awake even if I try to listen to music or distract myself and I can’t help but feel guilty by even trying to do that, thinking I should be doing more. Unfortunately there’s just nothing I can do and the hospital just discharges him after a day or two for it to just get as bad again to the point he refuses to go back. It’s really fucking hard, it’s fucking with my sleep and I’m just exhausted both mentally and psychically, which in turn makes me feel bad when I know he’s going through hell right now. The meet and greets and working on future stuff have been the two things keeping me focused, so side note, thank you (1/2) It’s been two months and nothing seems to be improving. I can’t help but fear the worst. Being off work for so long, they have stopped paying him. My mother is disabled and doesn’t work either so the money situation is bad. I lost my job too and still have not been paid for November despite receiving my invoice for it.

@Taiga_Chama That is one wild baby. Make sure you take care of yourself first so you can take care of him. Big hugs and lots of love to kitty.

tai lung updates: literally when I got him home to put on the cone he immediately starting zoomies and jumping to the point he landed straight into his water bowl, got his ball-less self WET (he had strict instructions to be dry) and then run thru the litter so he got himself completely matted with hard caked litter on his paws he still keeps jumping and running LMFAOO...I'm sitting here like damn man you gotta behave so your ball-less self can heal! but alas...he is a kitten. a very crazy kitten. I wish I didn't have to keep him in the kitty playpen away from the other cats cus he hates it so bad but he needs to heal 🥹 I'm genuinely so scared he got himself an infection from all of his rambunctious actions yesterday and I called the vet but no availability...I'll try again tomorrow sorry I didn't stream! he's just been so much that I was so fuckin tired yesterday that I went into a nearly 14 hour coma to pay sleep debt lmfao

@danhae_gg This is amazing! All of the little Easter eggs are so cute!

this is the last piece of art for the year ✨ thank you for a whole year inspiring me to keep creating, Ruze ~ #CrimzonMuze 🩷