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@laminemaxxed can’t even do that, she monitors everything i eat 🫩🫩

under her roof the only thing i can control in my life is how much i eat 💔

god i hate my mother

oml i hate my mum so much she keeps interrogating me on how much im eating fuck offffffff

got out of dinner w my family 😛 today’s omad + a pear i didn’t take a pic of today’s total: 465cal

why tf must my family be so fat. I have to have my omad with them but they always eat the most carb heavy, low nutrient foods 🫩

had to have my omad with my family fml 🫩

im so sorry for calling my lw fat please come back soon

being one of the 0.00001% of anorexics whose disorder isn’t fully destroying their friendships, work load, school load, or family relationships

@nyaameloo omg ur tinyyy i love the outfit and the nails ml 🩶

my legs look small here i wanted to post c: #edrtwt

@suzyayyxy could be water weight (high sodium?) or lack of bowel movements 🤷‍♀️ or maybe you’re not counting your calories correctly? do you use a food scale?

is it even possible if i ate my maintenance once or twice maximum this week and on the oth3r days i ate much less i meann it doesny make any sense?????

@Vinni3crets ooo ok ty i’ll give it a try!

anyone have any good electrolyte recommendations for fasting that don’t taste like utter shit 😭

@acewh0re ooo ok ty i’ll try it!

@Avaisntreal Blue Gatorade zero is so good I used to go through like 5 bottles a day it got silly lmao

@tinyteeniemoon oh no i’m sorry ☹️

@Avaisntreal i gained too much weight back, and was the biggest of my friends :(

#edrtwt if you’ve relapsed, what caused it?

@acewh0re noooo i’m sorry 😭

@Avaisntreal Unfortunately, a man. Eugh

@angel0nearth77 yuppp same

@Avaisntreal i physically recovered but didnt actually fix the mental part so the second i started seriously gaining weight back it was over 🤩

my clothes are off faster than I can blink

@anorexbea HAHA OMG PERF

@Avaisntreal LOL

depressive episode is hitting hard

i love perfume because no i wouldn’t touch a vanilla cupcake with a 5 foot pole but yes i smell like one 🧁🩷

i remember learning about weed for the first time as a kid and thinking "yeah this is something i'll likely be involved in"