Ava | Honeymoon era

which size are you according to this company?

... I wont die just so I can get thin. I hope u all will get better and I think this side of x is rly harmful. If any of my moots want to have contact. Write to me, but I will not have anything with pro ana or edtwt or shtwt to do.

I will delete this account. My heart has permanent damage. Anorexia almost took my life. I was gone, the doctors saved me. My body couldn't absorb nutrients. I needed intensive medical treatment for almost 3 months. Im still in treatment. If I want to live I need to recover...

... I cant wait and I need to take this seriously. I just hope that my body can recover. But I will do my best and let God do the rest. All I know is that I cant continue. If I do that I wont have any chance to live. I will fight this illness. It's now worth it...

My hands look so weird sometimes. I hate my fat sausage fingers, tired of treatment I want to loose weight not gain

My heart has permanent damage and I'm not even skinny. I wouldn't care if I was skinny but this is pathetic

@tugatita_hot69 🤍🤍🤍

@Avatheana u are literally the skinniest person I've ever seen istg

Body check after 4 weeks of ed treatment in hospital and food schedule. I've gained at least 7 kg. I hate my body, all my old clothes are to big. I hate myself im so fat. Tomorrow is the last day 1 more day of eating then I can loose all this fat. I look like a big fkn pig

@pinkyyypies Thank u🤍🤍

@Avatheana u dont look fat at all believe me ♡ 🫂🫂 hope u feel better soon

@R0tt3n_shr00mi3 🤍🤍🤍

@Avatheana I promise you're not fat, Ava, you're not fat or disgusting or big

They will check my weight today. Im 1,5 kg under the minimum weight. Need to drink a lot before, hopefully I can gain it in water

@bubusjustu Nejdå de ska jag inte göra

@Avatheana ava snälla gör inget dumt

Edtwt. Bc from the hospital. They are making me fat. I hate it here I will loose it all when I get out

Edtwt bc. Rly need to loose more

@kitowinback 8,3

Biggest BMI 14 ever, I look like bmi 18-20

Todays stats: Weight 38,3 kg Bodyfat 7,4% V-fat 1

Finally loosing weight again

Slowly loosing weight but still this fat. And what's up with all the blood vessels

The saddest part of anorexia is watching the ppl you love see you slowly die. I can't see it, but I can feel it