𝙳𝚛. 𝙽𝚘𝚟𝚒𝚔𝚘𝚟—

I’m not coming back. But I have a message. Hello. It’s been almost a year since I have posted. I quit twt rp altogether, and moved to discord. But with such a move came with its own fair share of drama. +

I hope this makes you think a bit more about the sphere of influence that you had. I only wish that you recover and grow as I have. Thank you.

I’m not coming back. But I have a message. Hello. It’s been almost a year since I have posted. I quit twt rp altogether, and moved to discord. But with such a move came with its own fair share of drama. +

I know I’m not a perfect person by a long shot. I’ve never made that claim. I’m not, and I will never try to take a moral high ground that I don’t have. But I’m a person. I’m a person who suffered, and I’m a person who deserves to be heard. +

I don’t care for an apology. An apology is not required for my healing, and I’m past that. I just want you to know the pain that you caused me. +

I starved myself for weeks, I spiraled into an addiction, I harmed myself. I don’t think I have ever been so low in my life. And despite all of that, you still made it seem like you didn’t hate me to my face. +

I almost killed myself that summer. I don’t say that to guilt you, I don’t say that for shock value. It is a fact. I spiraled into a depression so deep, that I disconnected myself from everyone I knew entirely. +

But even so, why would you enter that conversation so apologetic and kind as though you didn’t try to ruin my platform within that month? Did you think I didn’t know? Do you really think I’m that dense? My silence was not ignorance. It was mercy. +

(but proceed to use a Lysander meme that was drawn by me in your account, with Nixon’s name plastered on it)? Now we discussed this, and you told me that it was completely unintentional. I’m going to choose to believe you. +

and was from your server? You say you don’t hate me, and yet you disavow people in your server from making artfight fanart of my characters because you hate them so viscerally, that you can’t stand to see them in your presence +

And yet, you hate me. You say you have no qualms with me, and yet a random person on TikTok that I’ve never met with 30k followers makes a smear campaign against me that was completely on the basis of lies, and that person just so happen to know our business intimately, +

We had a lengthy, yet civil discussion about all of your problems with me and my writing, and after said discussion, you had straight up told me that you no longer have a problem with me nor my writing after u had clarified the reasons behind my character choices. +

I was deeply embedded in the Terzo situation, but I’m not going to release some earth-shattering statement. I’ve suffered, and I’ve done my healing. One question still stands, however. What did I do to you? +

Are you ready?

Yes, well. He’s a very good employee. Knows how to listen to authority. Honestly, it’d be wasted talent putting him anywhere else but beneath me. So, I’d like to 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 thank you for the recommendation.

Ah? I’d be careful if I were you. That face you’re making will start to give you wrinkles.~

I simply cannot wait to see Richard fumble over him like a whore to a rich man. Adorable, really.

The pleasure is 𝘤𝘦𝘳𝘵𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘭𝘺 mine, dear. Especially after you transferred that 𝘢𝘥𝘰𝘳𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘦 little caretaker to my department.

…. >:)