𝘽𝙚𝙚𝙥𝙨 { 𝕋𝕙𝕖 ℝ𝕒𝕥 }

🖤Despite all my beans I'm still just a rat in some jeans❤️ Asuhh dudes!! I'm Beeps!! • Dumb RAT • Part-Time Demon • Professional Yapper • Wannabe Streamer • Mediocre Gamer • Semi-Artistic • VRChatter ❤️beepleess.carrd.co🖤

I removed like 150+ people on discord today. The paranoia and anxiety won. Sorry🙏

I hate how volatile my emotions are. Today was better until night hit. Even though I was around people I talk to every single day and know genuinely care about me, my brain still switched. I feel like I’m too much but also not enough at the same time. I wish I could get high 😖

I miss old 2019-2022 VRChat 😖 I miss the long nights chatting for hours. I miss meeting new people and yapping about things we love. People change and move on. That’s okay but you never really know that those were the good old days until they’re gone and you start reminiscing.

Oh how I love being a country mouse 🐀 The amount of joy I get living around nature, I never wanna be a city mouse again.

@Natsu_Kashii_VT Holy frick, this is one of the coolest models I’ve ever seen. Oh my gosh!!

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I petted the tabby cat, and then a huge cat appeared!

I know it won’t always be like this, I’m working towards getting mental health help but it’s still hard. I still have bad days and even worse cravings. I know once I start it up, I won’t be able to drop and I need to be sober. I can’t live in a haze 24/7 anymore.

I feel like a fraud because I can’t do the things I use to. I use to be able to talk to literally anyone, I made people feel warm and welcomed. I use to be confident, self assured and unapologetically me. I miss that. I miss not apologizing for just existing.

Long vent post cause sobriety is hard and today is really rough. “If you can't even trust me and what I’m saying, who can you trust?!” “Don't talk to those outsiders.” “All your friends are fake!” “Trust no one.” “You have no brain, listen to what I'm saying!” “Dumbass.”

@syluswhispers AAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAA Plzplzplzplzplzplzplzplz

i can’t get over this. despite being lost in desire he STILL yearns for mc to choose him in this very moment. he needs to hear her say it. he wants her to want him. fuck that’s so hot..!!

Darkbound Souls in a nutshell

The fact I type like this is probably insufferable to other people 💀🐀 *Ping* *Ping* *Ping* *Ping* *Ping*

We need it too! 🥹💓