bonecold

Alright everyone, it's been a while. I've had a hard time trying to figure out what to do after retirement from VALORANT, I had some thoughts about coaching when I had just retired but I wanted to try something else, so I went to two different schools - one for game dev and one for coding - but I couldn't find the same fulfilment that I had while competing, and after quitting both I've been slipping both mentally and physically. It's strange looking back at all the success I had in competing, friends I made and the support I got from my family and friends, and now realizing how low I've let myself fall I don't want to stop gaming as it's always been my passion, after I stopped competing I've had a destructive mindset where I tied my self worth to my past, whatever I tried doing I felt like I was never doing as good of a job compared to when I competed. It's time to turn that around. So what now? I'm gonna start streaming consistently, giving myself a routine to follow. Lately I've been playing A LOT of Apex Legends so I'm setting a goal to hit the highest rank that I can in the next season which is in a week or two, giving a little bit of time to ready up and take care of myself. Going live on Twitch to test the stream and chat, come hang out! :) twitch.tv/bonecoldval

@Placidooh @TeamVitality Thanks to you, I got to do what I loved, good luck to anything it might be! ❤️

Thank you @TeamVitality 💛

@definitelyfeta The more you know

@definitelyfeta Actually? For real for real and no cap and on God?

@definitelyfeta Willy for William would make so much more sense

Vibing out in XDefiant - come chill, link in replies

Breaking ankles in XDefiant😈 come vibe out Stream link below ⬇️⬇️

Trying out a new toy, slamming people all night 😤 Stream link below ⬇️⬇️

Haven't had so much fun playing games in a while, @PlayXDefiant hits different

Streaming some pubstomping on @PlayXDefiant, getting quite good at roller :P Link to stream in replies

Also was such a pleasure working with @YinsuCollins and @kaquka , made it so easy to be on the desk, queens absolutely smashed it

Week 1 is over, was an absolute pleasure to be back after a while so thanks to everyone who made it happen 😊 Hope to catch y'all soon :)

Gate crashed the 2021 Acend Reunion, just need Nbs, Milan, starxo zeek and kiles next time #VCTEMEA

Small preview for today's show #VCTEMEA

@Tanizhq @ailincia Wait you guys have as well??

@ailincia Omg same

I have the best friends in the world.

@JoshNissan I don't know how I should feel about this

Great size. Looking thick, solid, tight. Keep me up to date with your progress