Super down again. Feel like I can never make enough money to get out of the negatives. Sober for 20 days and I’m in more debt that I was 20 days ago. Idk what’s the point but I feel going for what
A constant goal is to never be jealous of others and trying to stay more interested in improving whatever it may be. In others words let others inspire you.
Most bad vibes are just because that other person has something you don’t or they are just doing it better than you.
My days consist of feeling depressed and barely being able to get out of bed. Still I wake up and keep going even when I have nothing to live for. No money. No direction. No family. Just me