Bella 🌻

I’m glad I get to treat him so good and show him how it should feel to be loved by someone. He does the same for me 🥰

Getting to give my love to someone who actually deserves it and doesn’t take it for granted >>>>>>>

So in love

I don’t have to tell him though. He already knows

Having a constant urge to tell him that I love him but holding myself back because I know he’s not ready for that yet

He’s my boyfriend now 🥰

Not me feeling sad and starting to miss him the second he leaves 😓

Such an upgrade from my ex 😌

He said that he’s falling for me 🥰🥰

Nvm I’d gladly take 100 more UTIs for this man

Me a year ago would’ve been shocked seeing how my life is now

I’m starting to feel like he’s not worth all of these UTIs

Losing 10 kg made my body HOTTT

I wish I had been more open to my mom or friends about the relationship so I could’ve realized that it wasn’t a healthy relationship and that I deserved better earlier

And this is something I never thought much about until now or told anyone about. I guess I’ve repressed it as a coping mechanism and told myself that it was okay because I ended up in a relationship with him. But it was not okay and now I need to process that

Eventually I went along with it even though I was very uncomfortable, because I felt pressured and didn’t know how to make him accept that I didn’t want to. And then I got in a relationship with him and stayed with him for 4 years :)

When I was 17 I went home to a guy for a second “date” and he stuck his tongue inside my mouth and I kept pulling back because I was uncomfortable and had only been kissed once before which also wasn’t 100% consensual, but he kept going and I judge went along with it, because I-

Imagine being in a relationship for years thinking you were just one of those girls that don’t really get wet and then becoming single and realizing that you couldn’t have been more wrong about that 🌊🌊