Ava

There are lights dancing around the room and the ceiling and kind of clear holographic figure things are floating around my room and shifting like a display of constellations and they are all colorful and shiny and detailed when you look up close and then they disappear

I’m so tired my head is heavy my eyes are heavy but also wide open my shoulders are heavy my legs are heavy mu phone is so heavy I just want to sleep but I can’t I’m so tired but I am so awake I feel like I’m going crazy

I can’t sleep I have been up since 6am yesterday it’s now 8:35pm today. I barely slept the day before and the day before that I didn’t sleep at all either. I am in the hospital and they gave me adivan and it did not work I am waiting for new pill I am supposedly getting pls pls

@rexicakitty That toast looks so yummy

i cut my finger making toast:<

dream palette

“have you had thoughts of hurting yourself recently” well Yes but if i say yes does that make me sound like im asking for attention and being overdramatic and stupid and weird. will u get mad at me

all this overthinking and i still make dumb decisions holy shit

how it feels to test out diff weights in bmi calculator

I regret making any mistakes. I shouldn't have done that

my love language is being really difficult and annoying

When I remember that I have to be the thing that saves Me