⏝ི🪦𓈒† ‍ ‍ 𝕷α ‍ ┈ ‍ เ̇ⲛⲛαʍorαⲧo ‍ ‍ 𓄿

hung pictures of patron saints up on my wall to remind me that i am a fool.

she is a mortal danger to all men. she is beautiful without knowing it, and possesses charms that she's not even aware of. she is like a trap set by nature : a sweet perfumed rose in whose petals cupid lurks in ambush. anyone who has seen her smile has known perfection.

⠀⠀⠀⠀ 𝒾 will 𝚋ₑ the *𝓑𝗨͟𝐿𝐿𝐸𝑇 ［ ❅ ］ 𝓎𝔬u’ll be 𝚝ʰ̳e 𝕲𝐔𝐍⎯⎯⎯𝓎ou can 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝘆 the ʟᴀɴᴅsʟɪᴅᴇ、 𝒾 can play *𝕯𝐄A̷𝐃!̳

i dreamt i was weightless. a flower petal ghosting spring’s kiss, i was where i was supposed to be. where i was meant to be.

⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀*͇ ⠀ ⠀︶︶⠀ ⠀𝓛𝙰𝙳𝚈⠀ ⠀𝙸𝙽͟⠀ ⠀𝓡𝙴𝙳⠀ ⠀——⠀ ⠀perhaps⠀ ⠀you⠀ ⠀𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐨𝐭⠀ ⠀that⠀ ⠀ 𝚒⠀⠀ ⠀don’t⠀ ⠀𝑎𝑙𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠⠀ ⠀play⠀ ⠀by⠀ ⠀the⠀ ⠀𝓻ules.

*⠀ 𝐡𝐲𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞、 𝖘hameless⠀ 𝙰𝙽𝙳⠀ 𝒒𝒖𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒂𝒃𝒍𝒆 * 𝖎𝒻 this ends 𝗯𝗮𝗱𝗹𝘆、 at least it won't end 𝑏𝑜𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 .ᐟ

my⠀ pain⠀ is⠀ constant⠀ and⠀ sharp⠀ and⠀ i⠀ do⠀ not⠀ hope⠀ for⠀ a⠀ better⠀ world⠀ for⠀ anyone,⠀ in⠀ fact⠀ i⠀ want⠀ my⠀ pain⠀ to⠀ be⠀ inflicted⠀ on⠀ others.

𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐜𝐮𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝, 𝐞𝐝𝐮𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝, 𝐢'𝐦 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝.

⠀ an 𝖊verlasting 𝒇uneral ⠀ 𝒎arches 𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 your 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭.

slowly little by little my humanity is vanishing. how much time do i have left until i lose all my human emotions and feelings?

𝐵𝐸 ⋆˚࿔ no͟t ꒰ঌ 𝒜𝙵𝚁𝙰𝙸𝙳. 🪽

heaven knows my soul’s been twisted and torn by seven pairs of hands [ and in that count, you’d find my own ]. i fear my liar’s pillow; a softness hidden underneath my tongue. i know the truth of my cruel nature better than anyone.

⠀⠀⠀⠀ 𝓈𝑝𝑜𝑖𝑙𝑒𝑑， 𝓼elfish， 𝓼𝚎𝚕𝚏⎯centered ［ ♡ ］ 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 *𝖜𝚘𝐦͟𝐚͟𝐧 believes the 𝑠𝑢𝑛 should 𝗿𝗶𝘀𝗲⎯⎯⎯and ˢᵉᵗ according to 𝕳𝐄𝐑 𝓃ℯ𝚎𝚍𝚜.