charlie

being a robot or some kind of humanoid magical construct would fix me

overwatch teammates are making me wanna bang my head against a wall more than i already want. doesnt even need to be the head, im so desperate i could settle for some blunt force basically anywhere. kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me

@czarnobialemlek kill all moids

you deserve everything bad that has ever happened and will ever happen to you

Now, i won't call my male puberty "rape", but i will say that it has been the most defililing non consensual thing done unto me, that has left me a broken pitiful thing that recoils from the touch of another and has a concerning disposition towards sex and intimacy.

wish i could cry tonight too but i physically cant

vehicular manslaughter

@brobrobroaaa hmm makes sense. guessing lingonberries are also part of that

@CJtheOkay i think it just refers to them being smaller and with that gravy

why do people call it swedish meatballs? are there other types of meatball i dont know about?

@brobrobroaaa yeah zone

eating dinner. i will then lay in bed and read fanfiction and imagine myself in a life thats worth living, and slowly drift off to sleep crying inside my head because my body wont let me

tonight is a crying kind of night

@brobrobroaaa woah 2 apples

@CJtheOkay 🫂🍎🍎🩷

I AM ACTUALLY THE MOST RETARDED PIECE OF SHIT TO EVER LIVE, I JUST FULLY INTERNALIZED HOW FUCKING STUPID I WAS BACK THEN, I WAS EXTREMELY DEPRESSED AND THEY MADE ME TALK TO DIFFERENT THERAPISTS FOR YEARS AND I LITERALLY SAID NOTHING TO THEM, THE WHOLE TIME I KNEW I WAS MISERABLE

@brobrobroaaa having a new chance at life would be so nice :(

i need onimai to happen to me RIGHT NOW or im going to start scream crying

wish i had more ways to cope other than disassociation

1 chance at life and ive basically already failed

why cant i just rip off all skin with hairs inside

@zesty museum?

@minixword fucked up creature

this thing is crazy what the fujuuuuuuck

my soul feels incapable and inhuman

@minixword i hate the man part more

idk what I hate more about being an ugly man, the ugly part or the man part

born to rot, forced to autopilot and disassociate