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espero que vocês me perdoem por isso. por favor não esqueçam de mim

I regret every day having lost my baby, I feel so guilty. I'll never be able to be happy after this, I can't even get over this pain anymore. Sorry guys, I just can't do it anymore

I would have taken care and given all the love I have to my baby and son, even if alone... why was I so cowardly to try to kill myself pregnant? I know I was on the edge and I was left alone to deal with it alone by him, I found myself with no way out but I regret every day

I didn't even have the opportunity to feel my baby, nor to listen to his heart. I was in shock with everything that was happening and how unwanted and discarded I was after I got pregnant with him

I can't stand this pain anymore

I've always been so afraid of getting pregnant, of pregnancy and especially of going through all this alone having no psychological to deal with it. And I lived exactly that and it ended up killing me, killing what was already dead, me.

No one would ever understand... how am I going to explain that I love my son who died and whom I didn't even know with all my heart?

I said a part about how I feel about grief to my friend yesterday but he has no idea how deep it is in me and how much it hurts, there are things I can't even say

I can't see any pregnant woman without crying any baby without crying any small child without crying.

you're growing tired of me and all the things i don't talk about

I've been exhausted for months but now I need to end all this I don't have the strength to continue.

Please don't be sad when I kms this was exactly what I wanted and needed. I want to rest

God if you exist please take me kill me I can't stand this pain anymore

I can't stand crying about it anymore I just wanted to rest. And I know that I will only rest when I die because my brain tortures me every day I wanted to forget everything I lived

I feel bad every time I vent about it and they say things like "that's not how things work" or "you're the strongest person I know" I'm not... I don't have any strength.

I'm in the most tired and suicidal stage of my life

Yesterday was such a difficult day for me that it destroyed me more than I already am

Estamos na segunda semana de maio, quase na metade do ano e eu não estive estável mentalmente nem um dia