TheCaffeineHag (Coms Open)

Hai- coming over here bc some art pals said I should post my works over here too~ So here's some art. I did traditional art until 2020 and swapped to digital art bc I needed more space. I'm obsessed with mermaids so uhh- follow me for more mermaids!

@_lysoljones YASSA MY SEA QUEEEEENNNNNNN CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP

Nanaimoteuthis Haggarti nabs a Mosasaur

extreme high quality time lapse

トラフカラッパの水鉄砲まだ面白い

@FinnyaVT Burnout is a real AF thing. I hope the time to rest helps you feel better! Remember that it's normal to take a few weeks a year (not including normal breaks) to just fuck off and get good experiences. Gotta provide enrichment for yourself ❤️

I do not really know how to say this. I feel very burnt out. In reality I am really not doing well, financially, mentally, nor physically. Things have been a struggle for me for a while now and I feel like I am stuck in a loop. I have been very unsure for a while if the VTuber space is worth it for me anymore, because everything that has happened and is still happening has taken a huge hit on my mental health and has been for a long time now. I am at a point where I do not know if I still want to keep going. A lot of the time it feels like the only reason I keep going is because I know there are people who want me gone, and I did not want them to win. Living my life out of spite or defense is exhausting, and all I have been able to do recently is just, cry. I am exhausted. I feel extremely lonely. It feels harder and harder to find real friends, and sometimes it feels like the people I do meet only like my character, “Finnya”, not me for who I am. Friendships feel hollow, everything seems surface level, and at the end of the day I feel like I have no one. I also struggle a lot even daring to speak to people anymore. I feel like everything I say or do could be used against me at some point and posted on the internet, just another thing to get harassed over, so for a while now I have not been able to be myself. I am always overthinking what I say, when I say it, or how I say it… it is draining. I do not know what I should do anymore. I do not know if I should keep pushing through or call it quits, sell everything and disappear. I do not know what is best for me right now. My anxiety and depression have gotten worse. I am now struggling with basic things like sleeping, eating, and taking care of myself. I have been locking myself inside and avoiding people. I do not even fully understand what I am feeling anymore or what to do about it, each day just goes by and I am just existing. I have gotten really good at hiding everything for a long time now and pretending to be happy all the time, because that is what “Finnya” is supposed to do. I have always tried to stay positive for my community, but the truth is that I am scared that I am at my end. My physical health has also not been good for a while now, and complications are constantly catching up on me. I really want to be happy, I just do not know how right now. I feel like I lost my spark, and I do not know if staying in this space is good for me or if it is doing more harm than good. I am sorry. I do not have clear answers right now, and I do not know what the next step is yet. I sincerely apologize for not being active or consistent. I hope I can just come back in a few days, be all happy how I usually am, forget I said anything and try to forget how I feel. I do not want to disappoint anyone, and I do not want anyone to feel let down because of me. I truly appreciate all the support I have gotten in my time here. The least I can do is make you guys happy, I feel like I owe that to you. I am not okay, but for as long as I can I will pretend to be. Just keep swimming. 🩷

PICK IT UP.

@lobsie Is kinda wack currently and being a freelancer has never been easy (so RN it's even worse). It's totally cool to take a hiatus but I hope you can find your spark while you're on this break and start doing art for your own love and joy. 💖 The burnout is real AF.

@lobsie Hey! This is actually my first time coming across your account and I don't think your art is bad, if anything I'd describe you as a skilled artist based on what's posted. A lack of interaction isn't an indication of worth/value on your part. The art market +

Hi, im Lobs. I wanted to make an announcement, and I know no one will see or care, but I've decided to quit art indefinitely after anyc. Whenever I draw now, I have extremely negative and dangerous thoughts about myself. Since 2025 I've felt stuck and miserable with how awful my+

100 years. He's seen this planet change I'm ways very few of us alone can understand and has stood steadfast in preaching about environmental conservation being vital to human survival, while technocrats like Altman, Thiel and O'Leary are doing everything to make sure we don't.

New sponge

Nanaimoteuthis #paleoart

She matches her favorite berry 🥹

@ryokodragonVT I think she's in the subflooring rn actually. She may need to be pried out.

girl get off the floor

[OC] Furnier Snakebite.

@CJSeaArt I'm not a well educated person on this so I'm going to believe in my personal ✨fantasy✨ that Haggarti was out there takin chunks!

@CaffeineHag I wouldn’t be surprised if one took the chance to grab a small shark at some point lol. Whether it could secure it down is the real question.

I kinda wanna be called Haggarti now. The all powerful sea octopus. Haggin it up out here in the prehistoric era hunting fuckin megladons >:]

@raptor_uta88044 The dinosaur accounts I'm finding off this are pure gold.

Oh fuck, THEY SLIMED OUT THE SPINO!!! NOT MY GOAT. WHY TWITTER, WHYYYYY??!!?!?!?!