Dr. Carter Brûlée, PhD

@FxxkBuck You look really fucking hot here ❤️

My hair likes to do all sorts of fun things while I'm asleep

I know people mean well, I do, but the least helpful thing right now is being asked if I’m okay. I’m not okay. I am so deeply sad and so deeply afraid. The answer is no, I am not okay. Not even close. I can’t tell you when I might be okay. And I don’t know how anyone can help.

@mrsbshi Absolutely not.

@DrAerabelle Yeah kind of legit want this for pride 😂

@dduane @CGApologist There was an orca fad of wearing dead salmon as hats once. For a single season. So in some ways maybe it is like tiktok challenges. I think the question is still will the behavior persist or will it fade like other odd things orcas have done.

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Look fellas I apologize for having a faggy little waist, an adorable cunt and a righteous ass. Still not a girl.

@zeldynia Hugs if wanted friend 💚

Ethical educators do not use their status as an educator as a basis for being a safe and trustworthy partner. If someone tells you they teach so that means they are safe to play with that’s a red flag 🚩 🚩 🚩.

@BillyLore I completely get this! I often tell partners that even though it feels contradictory when I’m grumpy and depressed and anxious and not doing well that’s when I need play the most. When I’m getting beat it’s the only time my adhd brain feels really focused on the moment.

Cuz the thing about a good beating is its all consuming. When I'm being really truly challenged by a scene, I can't think about anything but what I'm experiencing. There aren't many other experiences that overwhelm & occupy 100% of my attention like that. It feels like a reset.

Am I the only one who needs the occasional beating just to keep my head working right? Everything about my meatsuit feels like it's on the fritz but I really think if someone just whacked it a few times, like a computer that's misbehaving, it'd probably sort itself out.

@itsendeavour It’s also worth noting that coming off of T doesn’t always solve this problem. I continued to have almost daily uterine pain even after stopping T. It took years to find a surgeon to take me seriously but when I got my hysto that solved all my pain. And I restarted T after.

@wellEmber Hugs if wanted! It’s definitely not I gratitude. Before top surgery I could literally cum from having my nipples played with and now they feel like absolutely nothing. I don’t regret top surgery but I do miss those pleasurable sensations in my body. You’re not alone friend 💙

@zeldynia Hard same.

Me: I’m polysaturated Also me: He’s interesting and it’s just one date Three dates later me: We should talk about dating things Sometimes things happen when you’re not expecting them to 🤷🏽‍♂️🙃

@DrAerabelle Given that I’m very into CNC and suffering this checks out 😅😂

@BarackObama Definitely check out anything by @bughunterbug

I always enjoy sharing my end of year music playlist with all of you — and this year we heard a lot of great songs. Here are some of my favorites. Are there any songs or artists I should check out?

I was anxious about my outfit while I was getting ready for a date tonight and R came into the room while I was getting ready. Me: IDK why I’m worried, he very clearly told me he thinks I’m hot. R: Plus even if it goes terribly you won’t die alone. You have 4 partners.

I’m a slut in theory. A non-practicing slut. A lapsed slut, if you will.

@Girly_Juice Why would anyone want this lol. Like even Lindsay sort of looks like she doesn’t believe she’s saying pilk and about to drink this 😂

watched this upon waking and am literally wondering if I'm dreaming right now or if this can possibly be real??