GH5TGRL 🏴‍☠️

cutest little dumpling you’ve ever seen 🥰

i honestly dgaf anymore. ppl are asking if they have a plus one and are getting declined bc if we don’t know the plus one don’t bring them through to the wedding.

the amount of times I’ve cried these past two weeks is insane.

The older I get, the stayer I home.

when you’re stretching in bed & you feel your calf start to tighten

side eyeing the dude at dutch bc my drink doesn’t have oat written on top and they always do me sooo dirty.

in this phase where whatever happens happens. if i fall out with ppl, then so be it. if something doesn’t work out, then it’s not meant for me. i no longer have the desire to chase anything or give anyone/anything effort that isn’t reciprocated.

i prayed for a friend for so long. not to replace josh bc that could never happen, but bc i long for such a mutual genuine connection. a life friend. a im coming over friend. and i think i found that again.

not me writing Bridgerton snaps to Angelica lmao

shit really is just one thing after another :(

Finding sitters is so hard I’m over it even asking at this point.

I’m doing my best to make friends bc I have one spot left to fill for my bridesmaids and it’s so hard

Life is so fragile, I think I forget that and take that for granted.

life is lifeing that’s for sure

I’m really trying to make new friends lol why is this so strenuous?

sitting here at josh’s grave really just kills me every time.

we haven’t spoke a word about these plans to anyone and things are moving sooo fast now.

im getting sick again smh

Embarrassment by association is so real.

wedding planning is stressing me tf out

why are my ex’s popping back in to check up on my shit lmao