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Unpinning at 105lbs

I need to buy a dictionary set

a regulated nervous system isn't quiet. it's responsive. it laughs loud in restaurants. it cries at commercials. it gets a full body chill from a song it hasn't heard in years. people mistake numbness for peace because numbness is easier to manage. but real peace has a pulse. it moves through you instead of around you.

🪬 🧿444 No harm will come to you. No weapons will succeed against you. No evil agendas will come to fruition. No malevolent entities will reach you. No energy-draining parasites will affect you. No evil spells will be cast upon you. No one can swap your destiny or take away your

I'm so nervous

I haven't stepped on a scale in 4 months

Protect your mental diet. Stop assuming the worst. Stop rehearsing rejection. Stop expecting failure. Assume everything works out for you.

This might make me sound sooo parasocial but I have nightmares about men harming me pretty consistently, this is not abnormal. It is the first time I was able to fight back and win before waking up

Just had a dream I had to beat the dust of K*nny ass ,,, truly nothing scarier than an angry racist misogynistic man I'm literally shaking

"what if it takes months?" what if it happens before you finish next meal? they can literally text you within the next 30 mins. what if the money shows up before you even go to sleep tonight? life does not need a long dramatic process to change. sometimes it just changes so fast that there is no logical way to explain it.

@aspenkatana If anything you should be getting money off as compensation for their unprofessional behavior... she fucked up her own books how does that = you paying more

I’m tripping or???

Inconsistent consistency still leaves room for progress. You don't fail, you attempt.

All previous versions of me are dead. I live in the present to honor their goals and ideas, to bring their dreams into our reality

I've already won in every way I can I just need to wake up how I did it and I'll be there again

everything has already happened. there's a version of me that is perfect. she's everything I want and she's thinking back to this time and is extending grace that I'm not giving myself right now 🪷

locked in mindset 🔒 “I have NO idea how it will happen but it is done and mine now.” stop wasting time worrying about the 3D or how it will play out. you don’t have to figure out how it will externalize. go straight to the end, where it is already yours.

5 months is so much time to get Back on track you just gotta go do it

if i stay consistent i will see results if i stay consistent i will see results if i stay consistent i will see results