Origant
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@DGGOrigant LOL Hey! McDonald’s has its own menu depending on country. XD
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I’ve lived with my parents nearly my whole life, and it’s been a constant cycle of manipulation, guilt, and emotional abuse. There was a brief year where I moved out and felt free, but I was guilt-tripped into coming back “to help.” Since then, I’ve been slut-shamed, called awful names, blamed for things I didn’t do, and told I’m “going to hell” for thinking differently.
Call me sensitive, but living in a home full of negativity, control, and constant criticism would break anyone. I’ve spent countless nights crying, wondering how things changed so much from the loving parents I once knew to the pain that’s there now.
Don’t get me wrong — I love my parents. I always will. But it saddens me to see how they’ve changed, how their words and actions became tools of manipulation. I can’t even talk to them anymore because they don’t listen or try to understand. A lot of times I feel alone, like I’m talking to ghosts… but at least the ghosts listen — something my parents never could.
I still try my best to take care of them, to do what they ask in the exact way they want because they’re micromanagers — and that’s fine. But Asian parents rarely show gratitude. It’s always “I gave birth to you, I don’t need to say thank you,” or if they’re in the wrong and you correct them, it becomes “Oh, are you the mom now? I guess I should call you mom, huh?”
If you’re in a similar situation, I know it’s hard — but be tough and steer your life your own way. It’s okay to be a little selfish if it means putting yourself in a better environment. For the longest time, I thought I was being inconsiderate for wanting to improve my life. That’s wrong. You are your own priority. Be a little selfish, and work hard until you can achieve the peace and freedom you deserve. It’s never too late.
I don’t even know why I’m sharing this — maybe because someone out there needs to hear it. If you’ve grown up in a toxic home, I want you to know you’re not weak for wanting peace. You deserve better.
Streaming became my escape, my safe place. My community and my little corner of the internet helped me feel seen and supported when home didn’t. It might seem small to others, but seeing familiar names in chat means the world to me.
I’m finally moving out soon. Closing this chapter is scary, but I’m ready. I just hope I can stay strong until then. Thank you to everyone who’s stuck by me — you’ve helped me survive something I never thought I could. 💜
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Origant retweetledi

so im the boring one

keomio ⛩️🪭@keomio_
People have mistaken me for one before— I guess it goes with the lore 🙃
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irl vs vtuber ✨
im fake purple fox vtuber irl sorry guys...


keomio ⛩️🪭@keomio_
IRL VS VTUBER either way I be reading smut novels *shrugs* I sorry I disappoint 🥲
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