@Nyki_Vent I want to feel understood. I want to feel like I belong somewhere. I want to feel, well, loved
I haven't had all those feelings in a long time
@Nyki_Vent Whatever mood you have, it's always an option for me. Maybe not now, maybe in the future. It's never really off the table though
There isn't and probably never will be the thought of "never again" and this not being an option for me anymore
@Nyki_Vent If I'm very honest, I have absolutely no idea how to handle this whole situation. I'm more than happy to try and help you through this loneliness more or less or catch you when you need it. But i don't really know when or how exactly when you only give me signs
@Nyki_Vent I'm sorry I can't really do anything about it.. and I still feel like I'm partially at fault
Would you like to spend some time together tomorrow to get some things out of your head?
@Nyki_Vent I've offered to try and focus less on the negatives / suppress them until they don't matter anymore. But you didn't seem to want that.
If you don't think it's worth trying anymore, then don't. In my mind I'll beg you to keep trying but in the end, if you don't want..