thermo@DionysianAgent
God is the greatest trickster btw
for God, the greatest joy is found in playing with life, creation, and consciousness
that’s why the less integrated you are and the more fear you have - the further you are from God
“killing your ego” is more like dissolving your shadow and fears and making you surrender to God
thus generally God is only separated from you at the distance of which your subjective self is separate from objective reality
once you have integrated your shadow, discarded your venomous envy, removed your pitiful fear, and removed the incessant need for appraisal from others
then you may find yourself closer
and once you find yourself at last like a child in existence, then you find God
and from there your life may be a continuous play between you and God
until finally one is but a resonant reflection of God