desperate

i've come to realize that #findom is the most toxic thing in my life. and that's as a self admitted alcoholic. i need to ween myself down to #femdom territory.

why is femdom and findom so addicting and why do i have to be such a gooner

ugh i hate trying to avoid findom and femdom relapse

my alarm goes off in a little more than an hour, i am basically 3/4ths asleep, yet i am scrolling and pumping because i got triggered by armpits of all things.... need to fall asleep before i fall deeper down the findom femdom rabbit hole

ugh i need to resist relapse #femdom #findom

every time i think i finally quit femdom and findom i end up having that one goon session and then all the urges come back and i feel like i need it more than ever

i won't relapse. tell myself that 1000 times #femdom #findom

does anyone else wanna pump to findom femdom while also slapping their balls even if they are afraid of CBT or is that just me

tfw you are trying to step back from femdom and findom but you get drunk and buy poppers

@braindead4daisy ok when

The thought of locking a dummy in chastity and then feeding it Viagra is still on my mind….