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@takeopaul She's called an ulna 🤨🤨💯🔥 I love her, she always triggers me the most

anyone else like this bone for no reason 🥺

@i_thinmint_i The dress itself isn't the most flattering--you're beautiful and thin, just get some more clothes that can match

thurs -potato soup + pepperoni pizza + half ceasar salad wrap + coconut choco pudding + red pasta -coke zero + blue takis -taco bell beef taco + hot cheeto puffs skipped the gym entirely this week, had to catch up on assignments today note my steps weighed in 124.7 ?? again

late wed post -mcd's (no bacon), egg, extra cheese bagel -mcd's hashbrown -sparkling water + blue takis -mcd's medium fry noting my steps missed weighing in to hide my scale from my roommate (a recovered ana)

late tuesday post -custard filled donut -babybell cheese + protein bar -blue takis -bagel + goat cheese skipped gym to meet the plug weighed in 124.7

SUPER late post (AGAIN) -custard filled donut -SF Red Bull -6" subway sandwich + salt & vinegar chips +off-cam crunchwrap supreme i forgot to go workout because I didn't have work note my steps weighed in 125.7

week 3 BC, 2 days late (i kept forgetting) i'm going to do better this week, i just keep overeating.

all i do is post LATE -1/2 bucket of movie theater popcorn -protein cookie + 4 squares of dark chocolate -toasted sourdough + tomato soup +off-cam 2/3 bag of spicy doritos rest day, no gym; noted my steps yes, ANOTHER binge weighed in 129.1 lbs

on time post for today -3 pieces of chicken drumsticks + steamed rice -dark chocolate -potato dumplings + 1/2 piece of rye bread rest day; no gym. noted my steps. weighed in 125.2 lbs--will be using irl photo next time, i just forgot to today.

SUPER late post for yesterday -red pasta + coke zero -flamin' hot cheeto puffs -dove dark chocolate (2 squares) rest day; no gym. noted my steps even though it's not at all a lot. bought scales so i can finally weight myself + food

guilty late post - corned brisket, Greek salad, red potato, roasted Brussel sprouts - sabra garlic hummus - bag of spicy Doritos - off-cam 1/2 large spicy McChicken meal skipped the gym to help roommate w/chem homework bought scales to trigger myself into my honeymoon phase again

late post for another late night - egg mcmuffin w/o meat - half a medium caramel frappe - blue takis + SF Red Bull very proud of my restricting yesterday hit chest yesterday but skipped core bc some dude was following me around another note for my steps

@str4wberrydol1 You're in the right; he doesn't deserve you. I don't know your situation but he shouldn't be joking about this in the first place--it's controlling and manipulative for him to restrict ANYTHING you're doing. I don't see this ending well, he seems immature and resistant to change.

@bluberrybones No matter what you do, there will ALWAYS be someone who shits on what you do--just do whatever you want

every time i post a food picture that looks totally normal ppl start saying it looks gross WHAT IS GROSS ABT THIS they r already starting up i can’tttttt

late post--super late night yesterday - slice of pepperoni pizza - 4 snickerdoodle cookies - half of my vegetable pho - blue takis + Red Bull - 2 birthday cake oreos + off-cam pickle chips (1 serving) hit tri/forearms yesterday. also wanted to note my steps, even if inaccurate

@emmashedtwt Your "friends" aren't your friends if they start competing or shame you--i have never had this issue with people who genuinely respect me and have healthy relationships with

and remember kids whatever you do, DO NOT TELL YOUR IRLS ABOUT YOUR ED!!!! most of them don't even try to understand

didn't binge, but didn't starve - large serving of mac salad - 1.5 seared chicken breasts - small fruit tart - macaroon - assorted fruits - blue takis hit the gym today; back/bi. always feel a little miserable going and starting my workout but always feel way better after.

weekly body check i don't think there's any difference between this week and last week, but that isn't surprising given the eating and exercise habits i adopted. definitely trying to lock in a little more this week, not binging if not anything else.

binged AGAIN - iced herbal tea w/stevia - 5 chicken? maybe beef gyoza - side of rice - 1/2 vegetable pho - another full-size bag of spicy doritos off-cam definitely locking in tomorrow and then on, i can't be making excuses when all i have to do is eat less

another day of eating big - 3 birthday cake oreos - 1/4 mango smoothie (shared w/sister) - california sushi box - german choco cake no workout today because i decided to change my schedule from a 6-day schedule to mon-thur schedule this past week is something i will learn from