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As much as it dismays me and is boring, a tedious mundane text update it will have to be for now. To those that already know me, I am very vocal about being disabled but this past year has been met with overwhelming health difficulties I've not encountered to this degree.

DFᄃKƬ 𝕄𝕒𝕟𝕕𝕒𝕥𝕠𝕣𝕪 PSA 𝕣𝕖𝕞𝕚𝕟𝕕𝕖𝕣: You matter as you are, enough just being here, and worthy without having to change yourself

Seven years ago my universe shattered; and my dearest friend, my confidant, my soul mate was gone. I have felt hopeless and lost like before we met twenty ago this fall. I have met incredible cool people that I hope would consider me a friend, and cherish you. 💛

Okay, I know this is dumb but has as I push forward and things aline to where I can change my pinned post and such. Point being, I made a stupid account on the tock site and I would love to have one of the cool people I admire as my first follow/s. Please assist.

Another schedule for this week! Might change out Subnautica 2, turns out it's got weird EULA shit in it, so might play Windrose instead, come bully me in Voices of the Void Chaos mod! #Subnautica2 #Windrose #envtuber #streamschedule #Warframe #VoicesoftheVoid

a lil late but IM HOSTING MY FIRST DRAW THIS IN YOUR STYLE CHALLENGE to celebrate hitting 2k on twitch!! °˖✧◝(⁰▿⁰)◜✧˖° if u want to join in all u gotta do is draw this piece in ur style and tag it with #fizz2kdtiys !! its just for fun!!! so no rules and no deadline BUT-

Don't be me. Tired Overworked Threw up then passed out in my work chair. Woke up 2hrs later feeling better and went home. Lol Please take better care of yourself than I do 🙂‍↕️😂

There are no qualms that I am open about my dreadful struggles with my mental health. I don't know if I will ever be okay but I do know the pinched nerve in my neck is causing debilitating problems that is also effecting my mental health greatly and I feel terrible about it.

In life people move on and forget about trash. I have to be steadfast going forward, I won't forget my place again, keep my head down, and return back to the abyss. Become a faded memory like her and within time things will be as they should.

Stupid pinched neck nerve, my brain feels like it's melting. The mental miasma is really bad. My sanity feels like it's crumbling to ash I hate this so much. I wish I hadn't failed my exit the most recent time I had built the constitution for it a few years ago..

Aw hell.. I feel the mental miasma encroaching and temping thoughts flooding.. On the positive, I'm currently severely infirmed and in too much agony to even think of acting on it so that's a positive, I guess ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

@BwaithinVT I didn't make my online persona last year to be a broken form of defect because I'm disabled, it manifested the ravaged desolate post-apocalyptic wasteland in my mind is a hauntingly disturbing terror of hellish proportions that only targets myself. Again I apologize

@BwaithinVT My deepest apologies, gods how I wish it could be that simple. The sad part is all that dreck spewed out is sanitized version. In my mind, it is terrifyingly much more twisted and wretched, all aimed at one forlorn tortured soul..

I miss when I didn't experience migraines, ocular pain, or feeling so ill that only laying still provides even some relief.

Manifesting Commissions, I'm just a small Bean but I put lots of Love and care in my work. #smallartist #vgen #artcomissions #openforbusiness

Website Updates and Fixed Thank goodness I was able to get back in it. Apot-Hee-Carry Art Studio onlybungals.carrd.co

@hee_tia43390 @Qu0thetheRaven Tia, is so skilled. This looks great!! 🥹

Finished a Beautiful Ref Femme Version for @Qu0thetheRaven #ArtCommissions #OpenCommissions #SupportArtists #SmallArtist #ArtistsOnTwitter #ArtOfTheDay

@LylacRoseVT Allo Roberta, this is Luna

This is Roberta! She is my very first ball of dough I made myself by hand! Say hi!

I'm in too much agony to sleep.. Universe, please let this hell end or end me. I'm not picky.

I’ve said this before and I’ll keep saying this. Art + cmms is a business. People are trusting you with their money to complete a service and you should ALWAYS have clear communications during said service. Things happen, but it’s no excuse to leave people in the dark.

sinthya sanguine update..! i don’t have a fever but i now lost my sense of taste and smell and my voice is still almost completely gone 😭 yayyyy..!! i hate being benched by illness i want to stream!! i want to see my lovebytes!! i want to make asmr!! RELEASE MEEEEEE