hello cowboy

when i lowkey start laughing at things that used to hurt me so ik my prime is back

ever meet someone so incredible that you don’t chase them, but instead, you start fixing your life? like, hold on. let me heal a bit. clean up my old habits. get my mind right. not because you want to impress them, but because they deserve a version of you that you’re still building

thought i was in my “don’t need anyone” era, but there’s this one person that’s got me smiling at my phone like an idiot every time their name pops up

im attracted to people so rarely that when i am attracted to someone, it feels like it must be for some divine or ethereal reason. i start to believe there must be something special in them that no one else has. i can’t just brush it off as a fluke of hormones or brain chemistry. all i can think is: why them? why them? why them?

disturb me. blow my phone up. tell me everything, your day, your thoughts, your little moments. i like your light. i like your presence. i like your notification

i’d listen to every song you’ve ever liked just to get a glimpse of the way you think

@whisperandwords I love your posts omg

i wasn’t made for casual. i go to sleep thinking about u. i wake up thinking about u. i go through my day thinking about u. ur on my mind 24/7. i am completely obsessed. there isn’t anyone that can keep me up all night and have me thinking about them the entire day the way u can

@whisperandwords I wish to find a man that would do this lol 🤣

“are you a freak” lowk yeah but i’d also rather sit in a dark room with you listening to your favourite songs, skin to skin, a decent bit drunk, yapping with you for hours about your best and worst phases in life and what made you into the person you are today

horny but like for a soul connection

@victimizir Just take your time weed them out

just very odd to me to be in my mid twenties and still be lead on and used like no one wants a genuine connection or relationship anymore

when you agreed to go out and the time to go out is getting closer

When you read your text and realize you are forcing them to talk to you.

@crash0veriide @desi0re You’re making me realize I’m weak. Lol! I just am so attracted to him I’m entertaining his lust and even lusting after him myself. I can’t resist him he’s everything I’ve dreamed of. Ugh Is lust really so bad? I think it has a place and time idk

@DixxIncider @desi0re #BORING SEPERATE LUST FROM LOVE AND KNOW YOUR FEELINGS

fresh talking stage is so fuckin annoying😫😂

Me enjoying the 5 minutes of peace I scheduled for myself, regardless of what’s happening in my life.

@onlysammms lol good thing you can meet people irl too

i am gonna die single because i genuinely can't get myself to reply to texts

Eu percebi que ninguém, nem mesmo minha mãe ou amigos mais próximos, sabe como eu sou de verdade dentro da minha cabeça, e a única pessoa que realmente sabe quem eu sou sou eu

siempre tengo miedo de perder a alguien pero quien tiene miedo de perderme a mi?

I even get crazy long paragraphs that allude to the message of fixing things but in reality they just want me back the same way it was. 😓 they never want to fix shit

every social interaction i initiate feels like i’ve violated 15 untold rules

@wizardboysuper Don’t worry like every trend people disappear quickly with the trend

one of the worst things about birding hitting the mainstram is that being a solid 7/10 & into the hobby is no longer good enough to draw admiration. i'm at the wetlands being facemogged by supermodels with binoculars