@vmuecke_k Schön, dass du nicht versuchst zu helfen. Gibt dir das Befriedigung die Suchtkranken auf den Straßenmarkt zu schicken? Gibt es keine Möglichkeit zu überbrücken oder ins Krankenhaus weiterzuleiten?
Es sind Suchtpatienten, die versuchen, an ihr Suchtmittel zu gelangen. Bei mir haben sie mit der Masche keinen Erfolg.
Ich kommuniziere immer, dass ich unbekannten Patienten keine Medikamente mit Suchtpotenzial verschreibe, außer die Notwendigkeit wird eindeutig nachgewiesen.
Es läuft immer nach dem gleichen Muster: Ein in der Praxis unbekannter Patient kommt als Notfall kurz vor Ende der Sprechstunde und braucht „nur schnell“ ein Rezept - für Fentanylpflaster, Codeintropfen oder andere Suchtmittel.
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TL;DR-my dad's health is really bad and I have to take time off to deal with it
As a lot of you guys know, my dad's been going through a lot of medical turmoil in the last few months.
Originally, he went to the hospital for pneumonia then upon leaving had a test that showed acute liver failure that turned out to be pancreatic cancer. Not a good day.
After the diagnosis, we took him to an oncologist who recommended chemotherapy which we did. The first week was fine but the day of the second treatment, by the end of it he was so fucked up and had so much difficulty breathing that he didn't sleep more than an hour at a time. It was so severe I ended up sleeping on the floor next to his bed that night in case something went even more wrong
Next day comes, we take him to the Dr and of course they recommend him to go to the hospital because his blood pressure was some insanely low number like 74/53 or something.
That was about 5 days ago, and that's basically where we're still at now.
There have been marginal improvements but in a general sense, things are not looking great, although I remain hopeful regardless.
Because of the severity, this will require my full attention until it is resolved one way or another, which means streams will be on hiatus until that time comes.
Rest assured, there's nothing I'd rather do more than go live and continue on like I always do but my obligation to my father must take priority.
I don't have a timeframe or an expectation because of how uncertain things are right now, but I'll update you all when I know more myself.
I know a lot of you guys have already reached out and just know that both I and my dad appreciate the kind words, thank you.
Just a lil update
I am having a bit of an bipolar episode atm.
I'm very irritable, confrontational, impulsive and reckless. Barely sleep and I have racing thoughts and I'm filled with anxiety and anger at the same time.
Gotta relax and stay away from social/twitch for a bit