ᴇʟᴏᴡʏɴ⁀ʟᴀʀᴜssᴏ

it took many years of vomiting up all the filth i'd been taught about myself， and half-believed， before i was able to walk on this earth as though i had a right to be here.

️️ ️️ ️ ️️ ️️ ️️ ️ ️️ ️𝑌𝒐𝒖 ᵖᵒᵒʳ 𝑇𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 ˢʷᵉᵉᵗ ️️ ️️ ️ ️️ ️𝑀𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈 ˡᵃᵐᵇ 𝑇𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆'𝒔 ️️ ️️ ️ ️️ ️ⁿᵒᵗʰⁱⁿᵍ 𝑌𝒐𝒖 ᶜᵃⁿ 𝐷𝒐 ⁱ'ᵗˢ ️️ ️️ ️ ️️ 𝐴𝒍𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒚 ᵇᵉᵉⁿ 𝐷𝒐𝒏𝒆 . ️️ ️️ ️ ️️ ️️ ️️ ️️

it took many years of vomiting up all the filth i'd been taught about myself， and half-believed， before i was able to walk on this earth as though i had a right to be here.

“ alright- alright! ” daniel was obviously getting stressed, trying to relax.

“ she———what? ” eyes widening, not believing josie was capable of that.

a scoff . “ i never let you get away with it . ” he teased .

“ you always call me that - ” laughing , remembering the high- school years .

⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀rolling his eyes , blushing ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀harder . “ adorable ? ” he ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀repeated , kissing the ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀red-head back .

⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀“ oh- ” he was cut off , ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀cheeks growing pink at the ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀intimate gesture . he smiled ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀softly , letting her fix the ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀tie . “ thanks , sweetheart . ”

⠀ ⠀⠀ fixing his tie .

’how will you remember?’ ’that i love you?’ ’yes.’ ’that's easy. i can't help it.’

and now you are going to die ugly and alone. bitterness has left you unlovable， but it doesn't matter anyway. this is how it was always going to be. you know this. you've always known. you wrote the script.

⠀ ⠀ “ i love you. ” * daniel kissed her lips again, then nuzzling into her neck. “ ...i called off today. for once- ” ⠀ ⠀