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@acraldebt Looks great! The crunchy textures compliment the low poly count very nicely. Feels a lot more moody.

Just got into 3D modelling for my next game. What do you think? #indiegame #indiegamedev #fingerdeathgamble

@serenrenity Freedom in the US is three parts. A job, a car, and a house/apt. It's difficult, its expensive, but I believe in you. Living a life with no regrets, one that you're proud of and happy with. That's what life's all about. I know you can do it, Seren. Best of luck and much love!

i’ve been deathly afraid to talk about religion as a VTuber because i love this community and its culture and i hate breaking immersion… but there are some things i need to get off my chest because you guys are all i have i am an ex-muslim living in the US. my family does not know that i fell out of religion since i was 8 years old, since the talks of “islamic marriage” were forced upon me. i felt that i had no future, that by 18, i would be dead, because i didn’t want to be sent off to some strange foreign man with no say of my future being an apostate can be a death sentence in their home country. you can imagine why i’m so anxious to talk about this, even though none of you are my family i’ve been threatened to have my hair burned for taking it down from its ponytail, when i was 10 i’ve never had a friend come over my entire childhood, nor was i allowed to visit their place. zero phone number exchanges as well i was discouraged from participating in after school clubs. i had to quit playing viola and piano because of this same with art club, and debate, and student council my day ended by 3 PM. i was in complete isolation outside of school. summer vacations? absolutely dreaded them. i had nobody to entertain myself with, except myself this made early adulthood an absolute hell to navigate; i felt that i was 20 years behind everyone else. this also killed the child in me but ive also been blessed (ironically) in growing up here— I was able to discover the things that make me, me. art, music, writing, astronomy, vtubing! i’ve been able to escape, for a little while… but i’ve been feeling antsy. i try not to let my personal life bleed into this, but sometimes it’s suffocating. to absolutely nobody’s surprise, last night my mom told me she wishes for me to marry my first cousin, first removed. LOL… obviously now that I am older, I stood my ground as much as I could, and it sufficed. but eventually, the general topic of marriage will come up again, and… idk what to do these conversations used to make me suicidal; I’ve grown in that I can handle them now, but afterwards, they still make me disassociate like crazy, an intense symptom of anxiety. my whole life I felt like a puppet on strings, like my future was not my own. queue Spoken For by Teto… i was able to tell my only sibling, my older brother, about my feelings, only last year. i was ready for the worst. to my surprise, he listened to me and understood. yet still, he got married, moved out, & essentially told me I was on my own to pave my own future so, i’m really sorry, cosbuns, for not being able to give it my all in streaming lately. i’ve been trying to figure out a plan to gain my independence, to grind at work to grow my savings, just to burn it all soon in buying my first car i always wondered how Indonesian VTubers are doing… this industry popped off so hard for them despite their religion; i always sort of envied it i hope you can all be patient with me as I try to organize my life. I want nothing more than to be my truest self with you all. my whole life, I’ve always wanted to just connect with people… like an idol..! to entertain and sing with all of my heart, to do all sorts of ideas i haven’t been able to yet, like offline collabs..! but i can’t. every stream feels like that one danganronpa execution meme so… i will do what i can for now. until then… i hope you can all still love me. sometimes i still feel like a little girl, wanting validation for existing in this world please don’t twist my words for your personal objectives— and also, i do not hate my family. they have been very loving in other ways. things aren’t black and white, and religious trauma can show up in any family i love you… thank you for reading this 🩵

@charliemelbye @DequanMidoriya Why would a black widow spider have an hourglass? Or a brown recluse have a violin? Those seem pretty unlikely, no? It's not surprising. Especially in a world with spirits and magic. The arrows could literally be a spirit world manifestation of their natural ability to Airbend.

@DequanMidoriya Maybe sky bison fur grew into the Raava shape originally and it evolved into an arrow over time. Seems unlikely that sky bison fur would grow into a perfectly formed arrow without human involvement in breeding / artificial selection.

Another example of korras story meddling with established things in ATLA. its clear the arrow was meant to reflect the sky bisons it wasnt meant to be something that evolved that way over time. I hate how the new stuff is so bound to korras BS

Just make it exist first, you can make it good later ✨ ←before after→

Despite it's inaccuracies, FCEUX proves itself the superior emulator by being the only one that allows you to text a hooker

@rodney112038122 @TheWookieDavid @BenisKen It's literally in the rules that you do not make the players roll unless that roll can effect the outcome. If the DC is too high for them to achieve with the highest roll possible, then the outcome is unaffected and therefore you should not make them roll.

@TheWookieDavid @BenisKen If the Fighter is creative they might be able to affect the DC, like throwing something away from them to distract the guards allowing them to reach it. But a Nat20 itself is not an auto success on skill checks

If the highest possible roll does not clear the stat check then you failed as a DM in balancing the game.

ITS TOO REAL My poor 2D roguelike... just staring at me as I start playing with 3D shader graphs and making adjustable retro shaders....

@zishen44 Explain yourself. Inquiring minds would like to know. (It's me. I'm inquiring minds. I would like to know please.)

I was trying a unfamiliar method ok????

I think I fucked up, it can't be this hard

@serenrenity I think changing up what you're doing based on how you're feeling is a good idea, though it's best to be consistent if you can! (e.g. two scheduled streams a week, one YouTube video biweekly, etc.) Viewers like consistency, but burnout is very real, so balancing the two is key!

sorry to everyone i may disappoint by my lack of streams.. i get burnt out so easily and i'm not sure why lowk my social battery is much lower than i thought... i find youtube to be easier because of it should i invest more time into a proper YT channel?? i dont know anymore AURGHH

I still remember the exact moment I stopped playing Fallout 4's Nuka-World DLC because of this. The game fully stops you and forces you to accept a guys help to owe him a favour and the help is just "use water on electricity." Coming after Far Harbor, it was just insulting.

Classic 3D ruffles ☕️

DRM is inherently anti-consumer and does not stop piracy or increase sales. DRM inflicts paying customers with a substantially worse experience than those who pirated the game for free with no evidence that it positively effects sales. Oh yeah, and Denuvo was just cracked.

It’s like poetry it rhymes

I’m sorry, it’s just too fun taking pics of him lol

@serenrenity @petrichor_57 Wait, 13 reasons why is buns? I thought it was just depresso. Now I wanna watch it 👀

@petrichor_57 13 reasons why next?

rewatching riverdale because i miss genuinely bad writing chatgpt bad writing is just annoying but oh riverdale, you awful mess, you were beautiful and real

Fuck y’all and any studio or developer who supports this

For all of those gamers who just hate style, direction, and any semblance of quality. Perfect. So many millions did you spend developing a shitty AI tiktok filter?