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UPDATE!
With my first Subathon coming to a close I have some news. First thank you everyone who supported me and helped reach the goals we did, I will be working on them very soon. Secondly I am taking a 1-2 week break after tonight, streaming has taken a heavy toll on my mental state and I need time away to collect myself. The frustration of failure for not reaching my goals is causing me to be angry with myself which leads to number three, I'm pausing my Partner Push. When I started my push it felt like I could reach Partner, but now I've gone backwards.
Overall I need to recenter and focus on the things about streaming that make me happy, I want to be content with where I am and not stress about reaching goals. I have been stressing about success and it's been poisoning me slowly. I will still be working on comms and talking in the server, but I will be staying off of X and Twitch for the most part.
I will be back the 24th at the earliest or the 31st at the latest, thank you for being patient with me while I recover from the stress I put on my own mind, and when I'm back I hope you have a happier Ember, who's kinder to herself and feels good about what she is making once again.
I'm sorry this post is messy, but I wanted to get the point across as best as I could.
- Ember 🌸⭐
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