EmilssB

You receive $5,000 a week for life, but you can never eat pizza or pasta again. Would you take the deal?

I made a serious mistake and said things I deeply regret. There’s no excuse for it. I’m really sorry to my fans, Envy, Riot, and everyone who supports me — I’ve let you down. Ever since I started playing this game, I’ve wanted to be the best. For the past five years I’ve put in close to 10 hours a day grinding and trying to improve. During that time, especially in ranked, I’ve acted immaturely, and this is a clear wake-up call that I need to be better. This year I started taking streaming seriously, putting in around 200 hours a month when I’m not travelling. I always try to be entertaining, but I got lost and understand that doesn’t excuse what I said. As I approach 18, I want to become a better example, not a bad one. I accept my punishment and will use this time to grow and make sure it never happens again. I’m fully committed to this game and to coming back the right way.