Paws 🥐🐺@pawsvtuber
My rigger vanished and took everyone's money with them
My 3.0 artist ghosted me before work started
The person in charge of BGM keeps stringing me along with "next month, next month" to start work
The person in charge of the key art for a drop also vanished
Just 4 of the many projects that I can't complete.
I'm at my wits end with finding reliable people to put my trust in. Everyone wants the creator to be understanding, patient, nice and give leeway, but how much more does my time and patience need to be trampled upon before I hit my limit?
Years of projects that end up abandoned, incomplete and just a sour taste in my mouth.
I promised my community so many cool things and I've been trying for 2 years to honor my promises and I'm exhausted. I feel like I'm letting everyone down. But I genuinely cannot keep going or trying, I have had so many bad experiences with people in this industry.
I also love how I'm being blamed for not making contracts. Yet majority of people refuse to sign one or reveal their identity to people. This industry is rotten. I wish I knew how people vet others before involving them in projects. But from my experience, even well known artists end up disappointing (see neon's case).
The people I hired for the job were people with years of experience in the industry, known for working with corporations, meeting deadlines, with people vouching for them and their work and recommending them.
I haven't really been streaming or creating YT content because my mental is at an all time low. I was so excited for my lore video, for the 3.0, for the future. Now I'm just sad and tired.
I'll try and find a way to honor my promises to you breadpups, I just sadly need more time. I'm sorry.
