Lou 🦦 relapse era

(bodycheck) May -> June . the way that I'm 10 lbs lighter but there's basically no visible change 🤡

@miley22monkey idk what the science is but I think anorexics just naturally have an extra layer of misery in their eyes compared to everyone else 😭

@Enchanted_Lou Tell me why everyone in hospital has this exact face everyone looks sooo devious my mum was even scared walking in there cuz we all looked like this 24/7 lmaooo

my ana face was absolutely devious 💀💀

@sealcatrae thank you so much for asking 😭😭🥰 i've been doing a little better recently!

me when i drink too much water while purging and it goes fucking everywhere

@_ferina__ you just like me fr 😭😭😭😭

bmi 17 vs bmi 23, don’t binge guys

@dunnesmadchen real asf 😭😭 the shame is the worst part. something my ed therapist said that's really stuck with me is "eating disorders thrive on shame"

this whole "biggest back moments" trend is making me think a lot more mfs have binge eating disorder than i thought 💀

chewing and spitting you will always be famous!! 😌🤞🥰

@starvingisabel if its not nailed down i'm eating it 🥰

@Enchanted_Lou you'd catch me gnawing on a tumbleweed or something

you could abandon me in the middle of an uninhabited desert and my greedy ass would still find something to binge on

"i wonder why my weight loss is so slow" also me any time my weight goes down the slightest

just watched a video of myself exercising 💀

@lavenderkcals i totally 100% understand what you're saying but you honestly look AMAZING in the right pictures no word of a lie

bodycheck comparison // if someone 3 years ago had told me i’d go from that to this i would’ve offed myself and honestly i should have

do you ever feel guilty for not feeling guilty for eating too much

me watching my personality fade away in an effort to become skinny

i haven't been hating myself enough lately........ this calls for a to the bone rewatch

@pinkkcalorie @kymielovelies one time on a 2 day fast my stomach growled so loudly that people 3 rows in front of me turned round to stare

my stomach announcing to the whole classroom that i’m on a 24 hour fast